Wow its been ages since I've updated this dear ol' blog of mine. Hardly have e time or energy or mood to write abt e events in my life. nt tt they are so interesting, apart from the whole Zumi Zola fiasco haha. other den tt, life's juz mostly skl, projs n more projs. Now is like soon 2b e final hurdle b4 Holidays come again baby. hehe cant wait. 5 more wks den Bubbye skl, Hello Hols. Yippee!

Haha im craZy. baru hols habis, well e 2wk break, da tinkin pasal hols lagi. padahal skola keje suma lum lagi siap or habiskan. bluek. Haiz dunno y but it seems like i reali dun care much abt my projs. like if i can get at least C pun da bagus. haiz mentality yg sungguh tidak digalakkan.
The modules that got like at least a chance of gettin As are ironically my IS modules which i usually hate e most haha.The important modules like PR,Ad & Radio Journ macam tgh kinda erm situations.

Its my senior and final yr in NP. I should make more of an effort, no? But it seems to be the opposite. Frankly, yr 3 has been quite a bitch. okla mayb too strong a word but i find myself gettin more n more jaded n apathetic towards my studies.there was a point that i even tot oh heck i tot yr 3 should be easier than yr2. wad were those former 3rd yrs tokin abt when they told us that in yr2? Crazy. Yr 3 is like such an ass of a yr.

I guez it depends on e modules ure takin la or mayb ur attitude towards e whole thing. Im tryin 2b more positive. Nowadays at least im nt depressive like i was during e 1st few wks of this semester. Mayb its cos of ZUmi Zola haha. Seeing a hottie celeb in person can do wonders for ur well being i tell u :p

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I AM SOOOO FREAKIN HAPPY LA!!
ECSTACY, EUPHORIA & PURE UNALDURATED GIDDINESS ALL ROLLED INTO ONE!! haha

Actuali yest went to town main purpose was to go n watch Fantastic 4 for $1.60.so friggin cheap rite n i wasnt abt to let go of e offer la.straits times got this offer cos of its 160th anniversary. anywaez ajak syaz gi skali. den we reached Cineleisure ard 3 n ALL e seats have been fully redeemed. pantat tul.i was hopin tt there werent too many other kancheong sporeans but i guez aft seein all e other sec skl kids pourin out of cine, i knew hope was wearin thin.n i was right. bluek . den aft tt me n syaz da bad mood ah pissed n cursing all e other sec skl kids n givin them e evil eye cos they took all e seats away.

So aft tt nothin to do so walked ard town aimlessly. town's no fun when u got no money on u.den syaz decided to go to her magnum coach's bday party so had to go buy a cake.decided to head on down to Plaza Sing so walked to e bus stop la.

Den The most shockin n happiest ting tt ever happened to me happened. haha. i saw ZUMI ZOLA!!!! For those who duno, he is like e hottest indon actor hottie ever la. I saw this cutie pass us by n i was like 'Oh my gosh, oh my gosh!!!'Zumi Zola!Zumi Zola!!
Grabbed hold of syaz's hand n was like i had to go aft him. So i did.syaz was like hesitatin n said oh u go 1st la.I juZ ran aft zumi n was like eh he's walkin wif a guy n he got his arm ard his shoulder, skali gay eh. hahaha.mepek ah but i banished those nonsensical tots outta my head n juz ran aft him.
Den i tapped him on his shoulder n he turned his freakin gorgeous face towards me. I asked him 'Kamu Zumi Zola iya?' Translation: u Zumi Zola rite?
He said yea wif a smile. Haha.aaaah!!aNW den i ask if can take a pic. he obliged willingly hehe.Tried to hurriedly dig ard my bag 4 y cam phone. By tt time syaz reached oredi.asked her to take e pic 4 me. Took 2 somore haha. Syaz also wanted to take pic la cs he is a total hunk. anw masa nak amek e pic, my hand was trembling la haha. Den it was goodbye.haiz so sad. i didnt wanna let him go haha.

Aft tt, me n syaz were like 2 hysterical crazy gerls shriekin like dunno wad haha.non stop squealin like 2 idiots oblivious to all ard us but i dun care la cos i gotta see ZUMI ZOLA!!!Total hottie in all his glory!
I couldnt breathe la haha.Oh my gosh i mean im usually nt e idol worship kind. i reali tink those ppl who go all out for their idols r like super crazy n tkde keje lain haha.but nw i noe hw those fanatics feel like cos i juz got e same experience. I was literally on a high n CLoud 9. nvr ever in my life felt tt way b4. ever. It was so WOW. tts e onli word i can say to describe e whole experience.

It's official. 15 July 2005 is the happiest day of my life. haha sounds like one of those pri skl compo titles. haha but seriously never in my wildest dreams would i ever tot i would meet a celeb who i love in e FLESH. u noe wads so fate? cos like 2 days ago i met up wif Shidah n we were like gushin over Zumi cos we both love him haha. Shidah was sayin tt how she wish tt zumi would come to spore n all. i was e sceptical one n was like 'ya rite, y would he come here?Nth else to do issit?'
Skali pap, a few days later i gotta meet him in person. how cool is tt? It was like so unbelievalble la. i asked Zumi y he's in spore n he answered he was on a holiday. shd have askd whne he's leaving so can go to changi airport haha.giler.
But seriously WOW. e nx mornin, as in today, i woke up n was like ok tt wasnt juz a dream rite? had to slap n pinch myself to make sure. rushed over to my hp to see if e pics stll there haha.

AAAH!!So happy. ZUMI ZOLA LALALA!!

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Dunno when was e last time i blogged. Aniwaez been super bz wif skl. hectic like hell. too lazy to go online n blog. go online tu ade la but nak chat2 pun malas. nak buat research kat depan computer ni pun tk larat. ni suma buat sbb kes terpaksa. anw ape la yg aku membebel ni.

Ya Fri was a damn hectic n siow2 day 4 me la. In the mornin had to come to skl early to finish up e radio journ assignment which i was having trouble wif. Borrowed out e md player home n tried to record. im such a dumbo when it comes to technology la so i couldnt reali figure out how to maneuvre that thing even wif a guide. bluek. at last can la record some stuff, but its like nt very gd la. so i tot go to skl n record somore on pro tools where i can at least edit. i tink eh i was very nervous on handlin pro tools cos its been ages since i operate tt thing. usually let someone else do it la cos im clueless mah hehe.

This time cannot. muz figure out myself cos e rest also busy tryin to finish their assignment. lucky i learn quite fast n managed to complete my assignment ahead of e rest. whew i felt so relieved when i was finally done. But tt wasnt the end of e stress 4 me tt day. Nooo. In the aftn had to join my ad groupmates n finish up e rest of e ad research proposal which wad due at 5pm tt day. so rush like mad la.

No la actuali we all still got time to joke2 there n laugh our asses off while doin our work in tt computer room in e library. haha. yea la joke2 until we didnt realize it was oredi 4 sth. looked at e time of our comp n it says there 419pm. we were blissfully unaware tt it was oredi more like 439 pm la. lol. so we chop2 finish wadever we had n ran like 3 mad idiots from e library to e printing shop at canteen2. Me, travis n felicia haha. den i was like shocked la tt so many other ppl were also there tryin to print stuff. i was panickin oredi. lucky we got a comp in time n quickly printed out wad we had to print.

Den it was like another mad rush from e print shop to blk 53 to hand in the stuff. Hahaha. this part is hilarious. we all so unfit tt we barely ran halfway b4 we can hardly catch our breath. lucky 4 me n feli, got travis. He was like ok ok gimme e thing, i go n run 1st liao to ensure we were not late. then his slipper came off halfway. Wahahaha. cannot take it. There we were oredi runnin n tryin to catch our breath at e same time, den we were laughin our asses too cos e whole thing was juz like damn funny la. its like cinderella lost her slipper or sth.

And we also obviously all havent exercised in ages la. tts y cannot even run haha. but it was fun la. crazy i noe but it was a funny experience.

Yea n den today i went to MediaCorp for e radio journ thingy. Saw Glenn Ong n he is soo geeky hott. i looikke. hehe. he got tt witty smart-ass thing goin 4 him tt i like. and he's kinda like a bad boy at e same time. how appealin is tt? haha

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Ok i took this test at www.colorgenics.com and it's like puttin into words wad i have been feeling lately la. It's kinda wow...


You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbors and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt.

This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.
You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

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2 straight days of surveys, one for ad n the other for pr. bluek.i reali dread goin to skl nowadays. anw decided to stay in today n do e shitload of work i gotta do. made a to-do list. i nearly fainted seein e list. n i tink i was so blur till i put wrong deadlines 4 myself. i was lookin at e calender n i was lookin at e wrong wk. haha tinkin i got like one more wk in my deadlines. crap. see la e effects of having too much to do till im gettin all confused.

anw im glad i had a talk wif a fren yest that made me realize that im nt reali alone in feelin wad im feelin sometimes. lately been feelin a wee bit depressed. by openin up to me, my fren made me feel understood n that hey, im nt alone. so yea cos of tt, i felt glad n relieved that im nt goin crazy haha

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