Hmm today is tuesday.3 more days to end of ITP baby n aft tt woohoo.haha.actuali to tell e truth,im nt reali sick of my attachment as i keep complaining abt in my entries.guez im beginning to get used to e
1)horrendously long bus rides where sleep is inevitable
2)e minus zero degree temperature(or at least tts how it felt like to me during e 1st few weeks) of e room tt they stuck me in
3)e winding hallway tt leads to e MDS office
(u noe initialy when me n my fren came to look 4 tt plc a few days b4 start of work so tt on e real 1st day of work itself,i wont be late, i was honestly terrified n paranoid cos seriously, e whole plc looks so isolated,desolated n lonely.in other words, the word 'PATHETIC' screams out in big bold letters.
i was wondering how ppl can survive workin here every single day,coming to this tucked behind e corner office tts like invisible from e view of the dozens of ppl who frequent e airport everyday.
tt day when syaz was at e airport b4 she left for bangkok,she asked me where my ofc was.n i was like 'there,it's like inside inside where no one sees it.she was like 'huh,u mean there r offices inside?' hahaha yea no one will ever guess rite?i sure as hell didnt noe there were offices deep inside until i had to come work here.
but u noe wad now tt its finally gonna come to an end, i think im gonna miss it a lil wee bit.nt a lot mind u haha. but a lil tiny part of me la.abt a minuscule lol.but no way in hell am i gonna ever work in this plc in e future wahahaha. even my supervisor in charge said to me tt if i ever were to see an ad in e papers sayin there's a job vacancy, do not apply. hahahaha jeez n he works in this plc. obviously he's nt a big fan either.

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YAY!! Nx wk is THE final week of ITP.WOOHOO!!!CAN'T HARDLY WAIT!

hahaha im sick of my attachment alrite.it's nt like im reali doin anthing remotely useful tts reali gonna make me feel ooh so glad i did e attachment. i mean yea i did get reacquainted wif my photoshop skills which had long remained dormant cos of eons of non-practice.well u noe how i hate all this it design stuff,nt my cup of tea. n i did learn how to use adobe pagemaker n design some ok looking brochures haha.n i did some database thingy using microsoft excel. ok ok i admit i did gain some experience n learnt some new stuff while in ITP but if u ask me to do it all over again. haha i would say thanks but no thanks.i've had enuf thank u very much.

So im finally done wif doin e bloody database excel shit. so my supervisor said tt nx wk, there's gonna be new interns from YJC so im supposed to join them on their orientation tour or sth.to me e idea is kinda strange seeing like it is my final week there n im supposed to be on an orientation tour.???haha kinda ironic. wadevr la.i dun reali care.im gonna be gone from tt place anw wahahaha.

yea n i got my pay for the mth of oct oredi.n it's a mere measely 100bucks. like wth?!u make me come all e way to changi from bt panjang n u make me sit in tt bloody cold icebox of a room for 9hrs n u only pay me a meagre $100?!!! wad injustice is tt? jeez.n u noe i counted e whole thing n its like i dun think im even gonna get like 420 bucks which is supposed to be e minimum wage for us lowly interns. im gonna get even less tt that. hw freakin unfair is tt?!!AAARGH! cannot tahan sak.n to add salt to e wound, when they sent me e letter, they juz had to spell my name wrong. instead of 'faaizah', e stupid clerk muz have had an eyesight prob or sth tt she spelt my name as 'fazidah'. woowee now i got a new name. crap la.now i dun even noe if they will put e money in my bank acc. tmr im gonna go there n tell em to better amend e error.

alrite enuf abt bloody ITP oredi.already wasted enuf space on this entry tokin abt it lol. yea yest went to watch The incredibles at Cineleisure. initially i was supposed to meet my fren at lido. i reached there b4 him n saw tt OMG the queue was like sooo freakin long i almost fainted haha. how was i supposed to noe it would be tt long? real bad timing. so den me n my fren went down to Cineleisure hoping agst hope tt it wouldnt be a humoungously long queue like e one in lido. luckily there wasnt but tix r fast running out. i was prayin tt there will be still be enuf seats 4 us n thank god there was altho e seats could have been better la.i was cranin my neck throughout e movie. but yea e reviews r right. e movie is gooood. real funny n e baby in e show, jack-jack,i think his name is. he is soooo cute n adorable hehe. usually i wouldnt go for cartoons cos well i dun like kiddish stuff but this one is an exception. quite nice

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*Yawnz* haiz sian from cutting n pasting company names from e yahoo biz finder to e microsoft excel.*yawnz* again. haha see la wad monotonous, routine work is doing to my brain.it's pumping less oxygen to it n tts y im so sleepy now.

anw from lookin at all e company names i find out some funny stuff. u noe i didnt realize it b4 but there are a lot of weird names out there in spore which i never knew existed haha.

saw this one tts called 'Playfair Rd' lol.guez whoever came up wif tt name decided tt u need to play nice huh,well tough luck den.u cant reali play nice in this dog-eat-dog world nowadays.there's another one 'Jln Malu-malu' haha.translated literally it means Shy2 road wahahaha,wad crap is tt. got one called 'Mayo street' hehe.jeez.

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At work now.doing excel shit wad else haha.takin a lil break nw.

anw this morning in 187,i slept like all e way until e end n reach e wdls interchange n didnt wake up at all even when it's time to alight.hahaha.aiyoh 2nd time u noe this happen to me.lucky this time this mly guy tapped me on e shoulder or sth to wake me up.so paiseh man.but den i was too blur n groggy to be reali awake yet lol.so i juz got off e bus in a daze n walked to lane 858 to take e nx bus to changi.

haiz i dunno y im so tired.i mean i think i slept reasonably early yest nite,considering i slept at ard 1130pm.hmm mayb serving e many guests tt came over my hse to visit took its toll on me?haha.hmm mayb also cs i did some exercises,or rather merely some sit-ups, after eons of non-exercise tt tire me out? haha dunno la.but now my arm is aching. mayb i stretched some muscle tt had long remained dormant n nw it's protesting in agony cs i have woken it up from its sleep haha.crap.

haiz.haha e other sigh to start off a paragraph in the entry so far.im sighing cos i feel a bit sad, or rather mayb e word is a lil pathetic.cos it seems like almost all of my frenz or everyone i noe is like goin jalan raya or sth.n wad did i do over e weekend?juz sit at home like some housewife.how sad does tt sound? it's nt like im studyin for any exams anw tt i stay at home.

on sat actuali my parents went out to visit some ppl.but i was sleeping n i was too lazy to get my ass of e bed n get ready n all.so yea didnt go out tt day.den on sun, actuali had decided to go out but den ppl started calling sayin they gonna come so okla wait 4 em b4 going out.but den so many guests came streaming in my hse tt in e end,our plans to go out went to moot cos it was nite by e time all e guests went home.n we were all too tired from serving ppl to go out. when a fren asked me out to go wif him n his frenz t ogo jalan raya tt day, it was already late aftn n i was so lazy to go out.but i wanted to la.haha yea2 fickle me rite?ppl ask u out oredi den u lazy to move ur butt. but i guez mayb it's a gd thing i didnt follow e hari raya outing wif my fren.if not,there will be one less person to help my mom in e kitchen to serve e guests n all.

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The one when all the excel shit i did went *poof*

alrite yest was ..how to say huh..it was nt one of my gd days la.nt tt it was totally bad but i got kinda pissed.firstly all e excel stuff i had keyed in earlier,all e data tt i put in e database were all gone.or cannot open.

ok let me tell e story from e beginning.my supervisor asked me to search online for names of companies tt MSD can send e brochures tt i had designed to.so tt u noe all these comapnies will noe of e existence of e Met Services Division n employ their services. so ok la i went to yahoo n google n all tt.began copyin n pastin all e names n compilin them into a list in microsoft excel.i was workin quite fast la since it was simple stuff anw.cut n paste,cut n paste.so i saved la everything.actuali my comp got infected wif some stupid virus tt keeps poppin out this porn thingy.aiyoh den cannot delete la.

my sup found out n was like eh this thing come from where?n im like hey i didnt surf porn k?it juz appeared out of nowhere.u noe how those darn pop up ads are.they appear out of e blue onto e screen n i guez i juz said yes or sth to one of em n suddenly its stuck inside e comp.he said tt he had to call e computer person or sth to reformat e whole comp so i was like oh ok la,wadever so i saved e excel shit in my thumbdrive.finish reformattin,yada yada.den put in e thumbdrive, skali cannot open when there is data inside.i dunno wads wrong wif e thumbdrive la.aiyoh den have to redo all over again!!so sian.

n my sup was like 'if like this,den u stay for one more wk la to finish n without pay'. i gave him a withering and sceptical look n was like 'u mad issit? dun worry.i can do it. i do very fast one'. crap ah stay at this farkin place one more wk.he thinks i dun have to go to skul issit?wa lao eh.
aaaah dun care la.sick of ITP .sick of travellin.sick of sleepin in e bus.sick of e airport. period.

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Hmm today is e 4th day of Hari Raya.so far it hasnt feel like raya 4 me.in fact,it's been like any other normal day.juz tt it had been hols n tt means a break from work.apart from tt,nothing out of e ordinary.nt many ppl visit my hse anw.tts gd in tt i wont have to be like a waitress n serve ppl which im nt reali inclined towards cos i juz dun like e idea of being subjected to a 'lowly' position.i noe2 it's kinda irrational 4 me to think tt juz cos ure supposed 2 serve guests,ure considered lowly.i mean i dunno la,to me e idea of serving ppl drinks n all tt juz dun appeal to me.tts y i hate it when ppl come over to my hse n i have 2 serve them.i noe it's my duty as a hostess to do tt.i mean takkanla nak expect e guests to self service rite?but still tt dun mean i have to like it.haha alright oredi faai,stop it.ure rambling.

yea where was i?haha see la blabber on so much till i dun even noe wad i was initially tokin abt.aniwaez,so far havent done much visiting either cos e 1st day e usual routine of goin to my grandparents' hses on both sides.sadly i realized tt now al my granddads have passed on so left onli e grandmas.btw did u guys noe i refer to my nenek or grandmas by their places of residence? like i call her nenek dover if she lives in dover,nenek toa payoh lives in toa payoh n nenek jurong.n so on haha.even tho some of em dun live at those particular estates anymore,i stll call them by their original place of residence cs im used to it.

yea part duit collection tu haha.dah besar panjang ah katerkan so i dun think dpt a lot ah this yr.mayb in 1 or 2 yrs time,im gonna be e one giving instead of being on e receiving end haha.my cuz who is 2 or 3 yrs older den me oredi gave me a green packet this yr haha.haiz my aunt joked tt nx yr it wll be my turn.darn it haha.all those who noe me well will noe tt faaizah is kedekut No1 hahaha.nak blanje kawan pun susah.ape lagi nak kasi duit kat hari raya lol.

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Haiz...think im fallin sick.went out juz nw.onli to 2 houses.juz me,my dad,n my bro n sis.my other bro stayed home to study for Os n my mom is sick so she didnt follow either.den went home early.had a massive pounding headache.so went to take a nap.thought it would go away.still having tt pounding headache.man...

hari raya so far has been ...hmm dun reali noe how to describe it...nth much ah.nt happy,not sad.juz bleah.nt reali in e mood 4 it anw.u noe for e 1st time in yrs,when mintak maaf-ing time came along,i wasnt all giggly like i was in e past.i noe2 it's nt supposed to be a funny affair in e 1st plc.it'z juz im nt used to askin for forgiveness in such a serious n sombre tone. but this yr i guez wif my atuk being gone oredi for abt a mth,i realized tt u nvr noe when will be e last time u will be able to ask for forgiveness from ur loved ones.so yea i guez i felt a lil teary n emotional while seekin forgiveness from my dad,grandma n mom.

wad else eh?yea nth much ah.basically.tmr is bek to e grind for me.to workin life.bleuk...

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RESULTS

u noe i didnt even remember today was results day until i came into e office n my intern fren checked her results on e computer nx to mine.she was like 'yay i passed!'.n i was like 'eh oh ya,today is results!'.

haah den i panicked n quickly logged on to Npal to check mine.all i wanted was to pass la,i noe like wow so 'high' ambitions rite?haha but seriously la,my grades this sem has been like shit.so passing is reali all i hoped for,n lucky 4 me,i did pass every module hehe.yay no need repeat anything.tt was my biggest fear.so now i can have peace of mind.nt tt i was worryin abt my results in e 1st plc anyway haha.

hahaha but u noe wads so ironic.i got an A.e onli A in my grades list.n guess where tt came from?lol e module tt despised most.my IS module.Sci tech n e world.wahahaha.still cannot take it sia.i NEVER, i repeat i never pay attention in tt class.AT ALL. hahaha n yet i got an A.think it's cos of e grp presentation tt time.apparently belinda,e teacher,who's so boring tt anyone can sleep while in her class,likes our presentation cos it had pictures haha.

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DEEPAVALI=CLEAN E HSE DAY

Today was spent cleaning e hse b4 hari raya comes on Sun.woke up in e mornin ard 9.den cleaned my room or at least my part of e room till like 12.wa lao i didnt realize there were so many dustballs ard.oh gosh i sneezed like a gazillion times n used god noes how many tissue.kept blowing my nose incessantly.finally after 3 hrs, my table looks neat haha.for once.
den did some more cleanin ard e hse.wiped e windows,yada yada.prett boring but at least now i can rest n Sat can be spent slackin without having to worry abt cleanin or anything like tt.

YESTERDAY

yesterday is a day when i did sth crazy again haha.i confessed to this guy tt i had a thing 4 him.wad's weird is tt i onli had e crush on him for like 4days since i met him on sat lol.yea tt short la.anw im an impatient person ah so i cant be bothered to keep guessing n wait ard for something tt may nvr materialize.so i took e bull by its horns so to speak n juz told him straight how i felt.but u noe wads ironic.it's like i couldnt reali care less abt his ans actuali n when he said he onli sees me as a fren,an answer which i had expected by e way, i didnt reali feel anything besides relief.tt whew,thank god i didnt waste my time pursuin him lol.yay now i can find my nx target hehe.:p

i noe many of my frenz either think im crazy or daring or tk tau malu haha when i tell guys i like them.but to me,i would rather get it out in e open n let them noe.i mean i noe it can affect e whole frenship thing n all but i guez im willin to take e risk.n so far,i have confessed to a couple of guys in e past n we still remain gd frenz.in fact,we even joked abt it sometimes.n i find it's easier t0 tok to them aft tt cos i noe i can flirt wif them n have playful,teasin banter cos we noe it's all nothing anw.i can talk more freely cos i wont care abt makin an impression on them.n constantly wonderin if they like me too or sth.

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Went 2 look 4 my supervisor juz nw to ask him sth.he wasnt in e office.so alritela take a lil time out to blog.hmm wad do i wanna write abt?i dun even noe haha.oh well let's make it a random entry today filled wif wadever thoughts that pops up in my head.

RANDOMNESS

1. yea i remember a fone convo i had wif syaz e other day.as usual we were gabbing on e fone n wif her i can always tok abt anything under e sun.in fact,she's e onli one of my frenz tt i can hold a fone conversation wif tt can drag till 2-3 hrs.anw yea were tokin n suddenly e topic went into commercials on tv.syaz mentioned one ad she saw,cant quite remember wad ad it was though but it was quite a long time ago.aniwaez,e theme of e ad is very interesting.it suggests tt we start our life at e age of 80,meaning like instead of being born a baby,we r born as an adult.so called la.its like once u e born,u have already accomplished much in ur life so it's like gd isnt it?den as e yrs go by,u become younger as opposed to growin older.so at the end of ur lifetime,u turn into a baby.this is e time when u can allow urself to be pampered and have all ur needs attended to b4 u die.cos if like u become an old geezer,usually u will tend to become cynical n jaded n mostly sick of life.but if ure a baby,u will have it easier.isnt it great?e whole idea.but den it's onli a dream haha.

alrite moving on to random no.2...

2.timecheck 1017am.yay tmr is Deepavali so holidays!!any excuse not to have to come to work is great wif me hehe.den Sun Hari Raya so Mon no work again.yippee!honestly this yr Hari Raya is no big deal to me.but den again it was e same case too last yr.i noticed tt this yr somehow i feel like time flew by so quickly tt in e blink of an eye,it seems like 'hey,u mean in a few days' time it's Hari Raya already?i didnt even realize it'.i havent even cleared e mess on my table.no time la.wad wif work takin up 12hrs of my time.go out of e hse at 7am n go bek home at ard 740pm.wa lao u think i wanna clean my room meh?nvm la ppl come my hse i juz lock my room haha so no one will see e colossal mess in it.my hari raya clothes are in e cupboard somewhere n i can onli remember e colours but nt exactly how they look like haha.it's been tt long since i looked at them.

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Hehe guez wad im doin now?of coz at work la but am i doin work?NOOOO haha.im bloggin n playin games at yahoo.com wahahaha.i cant help it la.i have to keep myself occupied.yea2 i noe wad u guys r sayin.yea la keep urself occupied wif work,nt doing all these bloggng bizness n playin games.aiyah muz have some variety mah.i cant juz sit here in front of e comp n design freakin brochures all day long can i?

timecheck 230pm.yay 3more hrs to go baby b4 im free.wheeee!!hmm wad else do i wanna blog abt?yea hari raya comin in like 5 days.still cant quite believe it's ard e corner.i still remember this time last yr im slackin at home,rotting my ass off haha.aaah wad bliss.now here i am sloggin away far far away from home in changi.

u noe when i tell ppl i go to work at changi airport,e 1st reaction i get is 'waaah!!so nice,changi airport!'.so nice,my ass la haha.if im like outside where i can see ppl,esp cute tourists or sth,tts fine n dandy wif me.i will be happy to come to work every day man if tt was e case.unfortunately,im stuck in this freezing cold room wif 1 other intern n other condemned computer parts.wif no windows mind u.at least if i got windows,i can rest my eyes n peer out n look at airplanes or sth.bah!i have decided once n for all tt after these ITP is over,i am nvr setting foot in changi airport again haha.unless im sendin someone off or sth but never am i coming here for fun.bleuk,sick of e plc aft 3wks already.

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aaarghh i cant stand it la.how some guys r so confusing.actin so sweet one moment n den abrupt e next.is it any wonder y i dun stay stuck to any one particular guy,cos they irritate me wif their erratic behaviour.or mayb it's juz me.once guys meet me in person,they lose interest.aiyah stop it la faai.stop driving urself nuts wif this.not worth it.waste of time n energy onli seh.

but i cant help it la.dammit.i try to act like it dun bother me n say i dun care when actuali i do.shucks.crap.but mayb one gd thing abt me is tt i bounce bek fast.well reasonably fast at least.i juz need distractions,someone to layan n entertain me.great now i sound like some dependent clingy person.bluek.ok im nt like tt la.it's juz hormones.yea think my period's comin.haha always find some excuse to blame ur neurotic behaviour on.

lalala bored at work now.supervisor's gone out n wont be bek for e day so im free.im nt gonna do any work ah lagi for today.not as if anyone's checkin up on me seh.so rite now surfin randomly n juz waiting for time to sign out haha.baik ah faai.when e kitty cat's gone,e mice or in this case, e mouse aka me goes out to play lol.

tomorrow's goin out wif a fren i made thru wholivesnearyou.com thingy.he ask me out to buker so alrite la jumpe je.wanna see how he looks like in person.haha it seems im goin out wif guys a lot more nowadays.ala if e guy i like tk layan me,den wad e heck rite?lol go out wif another one ah haha.gosh listen to me,i sound like some playa chick.no la,not a playa.juz broadenin my horizons je.widen my social circle,tts all.

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Hmm yesterday was quite a tiring day.balik lambat seh from geylang.reached home at like 12midnite haha.nasib my mom tk bising sgt.felt a lil dread masa nak walk bek to e gate,like kene face e music gitu la kan but surprisingly my mom tk as naggy as i'd tot she'd be,which is a gd thing la.btw sorry eh kin byk2 if cos of me,u kene grounded.

but it was fun la,kluar wif u again n also wif new ppl who r a bunch of jokers n of coz nt to mention, a cutie among them la haha.alrite actuali went out wif this guy who i have been gettin to noe recently.he asked me out to go geylang wif him n his frenz to look 4 baju kurung.at 1st mcm malas ah gitu cs well i have always hated crowds n it's like mmg nampak sah geylang nanti beribu org. lagi2 me n crowds do not mix very well together. but on e other hand, i also wanna noe how this guy looks like in person n how he is in person,u noe,since he can be so crappy n lame n sarcastic in his smses. so in e end curiousity won out so alrite la told him i can go. den tt guy ah,last min den say i can bring my frenz along.aiyoh siang2 tk ckp.i do not have to endure being e onli person there alone wif his frenz seh haha.so asked some of my galfrenz to tag along wif me n in e end,onli kin could make it since it was a last min thing. thanks a lot eh sis,luv ya many2 hehe.nasib ade kawan,kalo tk i dunno hw to like mix n mingle alone ah.

well, supposed to meet him at jurong east stn at 430 but in e end kluar rumah ard tt time haha.n so did kin who went out late too.lucky 4 me e guy said it's alrite n i could take my time to meet him haha.ok la den reached e mrt.couldnt reali see him so called him.n it turns out when we finally meet,he is cute haha.juz my type.n he is tall haha.i noe tts a plus point in kikin's eyes hehe.1.8 sth la him.aiyoh make me feel like a smurf u noe lol.dah la me so short seh.

ok den made introductions.turns out he is like mr popular or sth cs in e mrt cabin alone, he seems to be sayin hello to so many ppl.made me feel a bit like awkward cs so many of his frenz n ard.but wadevr la, at least i got kikin darl to tok to.went to kembangan to go buka.went to one plc n its like its all fully booked.like 3 days earlier.wah lau tk pena seh dgr sampai so advanced kene book.so rounding2 lagi sampai cari tempat la.ended up at this plc where we finally settled upon to eat.met a few more gals who r frenz of his or sth.so alrite la,takde la me n kin e onli 2 gerls among a whole grp of guys seh.

aft buka, went to geylang.it started raining.haiz wad a time to rain rite?but lucky it didnt last long so got to go e bazaar geylang there.waaaah can rimas n suffocate inside man!so damn crowded.e whole plc was packed like sardines in a tin can.we were all literally squeezed n meshed together like dunno wad.thank goodness there were no body odours tt could have made me wanna faint or sth haha.time flew by so fast tt i didnt even realize it was already 10.den i started to panic,knowing how my mom is. lucky by tt time most of them had made their purchases so nak kat balik la.e grp wanted to sit for a while to eat e food tt they bought but me n kin were oredi so worried of being scolded so we went off early.e guy, let's call him E la eh haha.he's sweet n said goodbye to his frenz 1st so he can send me n kin off early. well yea tts abt it. E seems to be nice n sweet n of coz nt to mention,he's cute too haha. tgk je la eh faai,wad will happen in e future.haha

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Hmm yesterday was quite a tiring day.balik lambat seh from geylang.reached home at like 12midnite haha.nasib my mom tk bising sgt.felt a lil dread masa nak walk bek to e gate,like kene face e music gitu la kan but surprisingly my mom tk as naggy as i'd tot she'd be,which is a gd thing la.btw sorry eh kin byk2 if cos of me,u kene grounded.

but it was fun la,kluar wif u again n also wif new ppl who r a bunch of jokers n of coz nt to mention, a cutie among them la haha.alrite actuali went out wif this guy who i have been gettin to noe recently.he asked me out to go geylang wif him n his frenz to look 4 baju kurung.at 1st mcm malas ah gitu cs well i have always hated crowds n it's like mmg nampak sah geylang nanti beribu org. lagi2 me n crowds do not mix very well together. but on e other hand, i also wanna noe how this guy looks like in person n how he is in person,u noe,since he can be so crappy n lame n sarcastic in his smses. so in e end curiousity won out so alrite la told him i can go. den tt guy ah,last min den say i can bring my frenz along.aiyoh siang2 tk ckp.i do not have to endure being e onli person there alone wif his frenz seh haha.so asked some of my galfrenz to tag along wif me n in e end,onli kin could make it since it was a last min thing. thanks a lot eh sis,luv ya many2 hehe.nasib ade kawan,kalo tk i dunno hw to like mix n mingle alone ah.

well, supposed to meet him at jurong east stn at 430 but in e end kluar rumah ard tt time haha.n so did kin who went out late too.lucky 4 me e guy said it's alrite n i could take my time to meet him haha.ok la den reached e mrt.couldnt reali see him so called him.n it turns out when we finally meet,he is cute haha.juz my type.n he is tall haha.i noe tts a plus point in kikin's eyes hehe.1.8 sth la him.aiyoh make me feel like a smurf u noe lol.dah la me so short seh.

ok den made introductions.turns out he is like mr popular or sth cs in e mrt cabin alone, he seems to be sayin hello to so many ppl.made me feel a bit like awkward cs so many of his frenz n ard.but wadevr la, at least i got kikin darl to tok to.went to kembangan to go buka.went to one plc n its like its all fully booked.like 3 days earlier.wah lau tk pena seh dgr sampai so advanced kene book.so rounding2 lagi sampai cari tempat la.ended up at this plc where we finally settled upon to eat.met a few more gals who r frenz of his or sth.so alrite la,takde la me n kin e onli 2 gerls among a whole grp of guys seh.

aft buka, went to geylang.it started raining.haiz wad a time to rain rite?but lucky it didnt last long so got to go e bazaar geylang there.waaaah can rimas n suffocate inside man!so damn crowded.e whole plc was packed like sardines in a tin can.we were all literally squeezed n meshed together like dunno wad.thank goodness there were no body odours tt could have made me wanna faint or sth haha.time flew by so fast tt i didnt even realize it was already 10.den i started to panic,knowing how my mom is. lucky by tt time most of them had made their purchases so nak kat balik la.e grp wanted to sit for a while to eat e food tt they bought but me n kin were oredi so worried of being scolded so we went off early.e guy, let's call him E la eh haha.he's sweet n said goodbye to his frenz 1st so he can send me n kin off early. well yea tts abt it. E seems to be nice n sweet n of coz nt to mention,he's cute too haha. tgk je la eh faai,wad will happen in e future.haha

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my eyes r tired from staring at e comp screen so long.currently at work now.almost lunch break.too bad i cant eat.hmm abt a wk more b4 hari raya comes.den foodies here i come!!haha.

so far ive gotten used to e routine at work.sign in at ard 9am.switch on e comp.surf while do work at e same time.mr lim,tts my officer-in-charge, said i do work so fast,tts y im bored haha.yea la true.hmm mayb i shd work more ard e pace of a turtle huh?lol.i also have no idea y i seem to be workin so fast.didnt realize im a reasonably fast learner hehe.think my skills in Photoshop n Pagemaker have improved.gawd i hope so haha.mayb when i go to skul later next sem,i wont feel so lost ard all these design software.i prob would have to use them anw in my projs n modules.

recently join anakmelayu.com.cs of e boredom la,wad else.saje2 je.join for 1 day.den pap nx day,it seems tt someone suscribe 4 me haha.wah baik hati seh org tu.oh well,kalo dier nak bayarkan,i accept jek hehe.rezeki jgn ditolak.so now i can get notes from e other users la.but it's all for fun anw.nanti jadi mcm e frenster trend.dulu asyik gi,skrg like tkde pape pun ah haha.

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At work now but instead of doing REAL work, wad am i doin? haha blogging.very hardworkin,faai. well lucky 4 me my officer in charge rarely check on me anw so no biggie.i can pretty much do wad i want most of e time in this cold isolated room filled wif condemned computer parts tt they chuck here cs they have outlived their life span.god noes y they dun juz dispose of all these junk anw. menyemak je.

well this morning, my Liaison Officer, which in other words mean my lecturer in charge of my itp, Patrick Wong, came over to see hw i was doing.he's a nice guy,i have always liked him. one of e cooler lecturers in mcm. anw when he asked how has e 1st wk of attachment been so far, me being frank me always, replied point blank BORING. haha.he looked thru some of e stuff tt i did last wk n yest. n he even said tt e design i did for e brochure yest was quite nice haha.tho there was one version tt i experimented wif tt he commented was a bit too 'tellytubby'. wahahaha,but yea la i admit it cs e pics i used was e kind u noe, e clipart type.but yea he said i shd not juz rot here for e next 5 wks n instead try to make this itp experience as interesting as possible where i should learn sth. so yea im tryin to do tt la.juz not right now hehe.i can take my time doing tt brochure la.i got all e time in e world to waste.erm i mean use productively to do my work.:p

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