ok quite a long time since i blogged.super bz.assignments due one after the other.
anw today in e mornin took bus 184 as usual to skul.skali on e bus got this crazy middle-aged woman babbling to herself in mandarin n yapping abt some stuff.dunno wad e hell she was tokin abt.at 1st i tot she was tokin to some1 nx to her or sth cos some1 was blocking my view.den i realized she was chattering to herself in an agitated manner or sth.creepy sak.she tok n den pause.tok den pause.4 one moment there she was even staring straight at me n tokin angrily to me.i was like oook,scary.so i ignored her,as did all e other passengers in e bus who couldnt be bothered.looked out e window so as not to see tt irritating noisy,crazy old woman.i was thinkin wad e hell is a crazy woman like tt roaming e streets 4?cant someone send her to woodbridge or sth?she's annoying everyone wif her insane ramblings.told my fren in skul who said she saw e woman several times b4 n said she was tokin some nonsense abt e govt n CPF or sth.yea2 who ask u to worry so much abt t govt?now see wad happen,u go crazy haha.
yea den juz now went to interview e police officer guy 4 y NDP newswriting assignment.haha e interview lasted for abt onli 5-7mins.i dunno la but e info i got is pretty skimpy.so mayb i have to crap if i wanna reach abt 350-450 words.can2 la,im pretty good at churning out stuff now.so many practices oredi haha,wad wif thousand over word essays tt i have to write in e past.

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Typing out e intro to my lit review now.but having no idea if wad im writing is even relevant.im mostly babbling so i can fill a space cos rite now i got a lack of sources to work on.printed out like dozens of info off e net but dunno if will be using it cos well,internet sources r hardly accurate sometimes.den i onli borrowed 2 bks so far.checked OPAC last nite n found most of e bks were oredi loaned out.big surprise.every other masscommer in my cohort r probably hogging e bks now,rushing to complete e same bloody assignment.haiyah dun like this media research module la.so freakin time-consuming n brain-draining tryin to figure out wad to do.doing it wif jer liang but knowing him,he will do last min work n i will be e one panicking n worrying 4 e both of us.sometimes i am amazed at how he can be such a cool cucumber haha.me,im like e opposite.ok la sometimes i dun show im panicky n worried but i am inside.but like syaz says,i may fret n whine abt my hw n worry abt how im gonna do it but eventually i wil finish on time.cos no choice wad.by hook or by crook muz hand in.n see la im blogging when im supposed to be typing out my lit review intro.jeez.
btw u guys must visit this webbie lisa told me abt www.grouphug.us. its like this webbie where ppl confess to their innermost deepest darkest secrets n they can post it anonymously.some of em r like reali disgusting while some r juz plain hilarious.crack me up.

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haiz its been a month since skul started n i have been so swamped wif things to do.i dunno,im not exactly complaining cos i guez it beats having nth to do.tt would be even more boring n dull.but e assigments r sure coming in fast n furious wif seemingly no end to it all.its like chop2,do n next.next.kinda remind me of like a fast food counter where u gotta order quick n then chop2 next person in line's turn or sth.haha nvm me,im tokin crap.
anw this week,even though its like so many things to do n almost all last min work,i think i laughed a lot hahaha.ok during lect on tue,while watching some old skool video,me n elle were cackling at e old-fashioned hairdos n gargantuan specs tt e ppl were wearing.i was literally crying haha.i dunno la mayb too stressed so let out all of it thru my laughter n tears.den yest in e library,me,elle n jer went to some obscure corner on e 3rd floor of e libr to slack.den of coz as usual wif jer's ultra lame jokes,he managed to make us laugh at e silliest things ever n we were so noisy laughing our asses off.thank gdness e librarian didnt come to check who was making all tt din.n every single time i noticed i always laughed till i cried lol.oh well laughter is e best medicine after all.

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One word:STRESSED.im feelin e heat rite now.so many assignments due or coming to their deadlines n i have barely even started.sob sob.juz finished up my ad analysis.hope i can score on e Sect A n B.cos i dunno if i can reali do well on e redesigning of e ad.forgot all tt ive learnt from bloody graphcomm oredi n i will have to call up my photoshop skills from e depths of my mind cos i think it's lost somewhere.im gonna dread tt part.
den have to look 4 someone to interview for e newswriting NDP field assignment.havent reali found anyone yet but have some contacts tt i might go check up on.mayb will end up interviewing a police officer or sth haha,not too sure though.n ya barely touched e lit review thingy 4 MRM.juz borrowed out some bks from e library but still have no clue on how to start e essay.n radio!hopefully can do most of it by tmr.wif jer liang there,e ultimate expert in protools,i sure hope so.damn i think this weekend is gonna be spend cooped up at home again doing my skul stuff.

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2day in danielle's words may be e best Mon so far since skul started.for one thing,I had no insipid IS modules which is of coz a cause for celebration haha.PQS had tt virtual online lesson where we gotta hand in tt tree diagram thingy so once tt's done,we r considered present 4 tt lesson so yup i got tt done.den i skipped bloody sci,tech cos well it sux n i had to do my radio interview wif e guy from Urban Exchange.so basically today was kinda slack.came to skul 1st to rent out e md recorder n mike so we can record e interview but didnt go 4 any lessons.
we had to go to holland grove lane to e guy's hse 4 e interview.his name is terry lee n i think he's e music producer or sth of e grp.vanessa was there.n so were e rest of e band.they were supposed to have this weekly meeting or sth.dogs greeted us at e gate n i was freaked cos well me n my fear of dogs so,van had to usher e doggies inside e hse.we were there half an hr early n we had to wait till terry woke up.anw e interview went rather smoothly.got some interesting insights abt wad he tot abt spore idol haha.not very flattering opinions of e judges n e show.shd be cool our programme cos well most r kinda uncensored lol.but e target audience is ppl our age so mr kuek cant fault us 4 not being prudish or anything haha.

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met up wif ma gal,nura,juz now.went to taka to return my bk which i think is long overdue,at library@orchard. but nura wanted to go to kinokuniya(is tt how u spell it?) so yea browse thru e bks there.wow e place is huge.n e books all look so good to read haha.i wish it was a library,den can borrow out e bks but too bad la.i didnt noe the shop even sell stuff like gems n sorts.there was this lil emerald tt is priced at 8bucks or sth.nura tot it looked like nose snot hahaha.there was even this fossil thingy tt is like 8000 smackeroos.wonder who will buy tt kinda thing.
anywaez after tt,went to plaza spura.saw this reali nice slipper sandals.but i didnt bring euf money to buy it.den got into e next shop n saw another cute pair of sandals tt caught my eye.aiyoh im tellin u,i think i got like a shoe fetish now or sth.feel like buying shoes tt look ooh so pretty.had our lunch n i found my mind keeps wandering to tt silver shoes so i asked nura to lend me money 1st lol.yup so in e end made my purchase.i couldnt resist la hehe.tnx nura=).promise i will pay u bek.nothing much la actuali.juz tt it felt nice to go out wif my close fren.we have all gotten so bz nowadays since skul started we barely have time to meet each other.

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An embarrassing thing happened juz now.on e journey home from skul,i was so sleepy tt i slept in e bus.nothing too embarrassing abt tt,it's juz tt i slept so soundly tt i didnt even realized tt e bus had reached e interchange n everyone had gotten off, except for dear ol' me of coz who was still very far away in slumberville.e driver muz have called out to me so many times b4 i finally woke up haha.aiyoh so malu i tell u.he was like 'miss,miss' so many times n i didnt even hear him.i apologized to e driver n quickly alighted from e bus in a hurry.man so paiseh.s

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eating KOKA instant noodles now haha.not tt there isnt real cooked food in e kitchen.juz tt it dun reali appeal to me so yup resort to eating instant mee.
so far been real bz wif projects coming in one after another.get tired real easily n i can doze off anywhere especially in e bus on e way to skul or on e journey home.didnt even noe my radio magazine is due next week till like 2days ago.den started to panick haha.but to tell e truth,im nt exactly complaining.im feeling quite content wif my life now.not tt there is anything in particular tts making me happier.i guez,im not sure actuali.juz not feeling too bummed out over stuff.
anw,i saw e most bee-yooou-ti-fulll car juz nw in skul.it was a,get this,a freaking FERRARI.can u imagine a someone driving a ferrari to skul???man his or her parents muz be filthy rich.jer was telling us tt he heard abt this kid in skul who has tt ferrari n his dad owns e Metro Paragon or sth.shit ah,so damn lucky man.we were taking pics of e car haha.it was a red,sleek piece of work.nura,i noe u muz be sooo jeles rite now lol.

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YAY im glad a lot of ppl like my new skin.think i mgonna stick wif it 4 a while.anw its nt like im gonna have a lot of free time from now on,wad wif all e projects coming in all at once.i wasnt reali feelin e stress b4 but now i guez e heat is on.have to reali organise my work n shit cos if not,i will be so lost n confused.
anw a lot of my frenz apparently did their leadership essay like last min till e wee hours of e morning last nite or rather this morning haha.but den so did i.i mean not reali la.i dun burn e midnite oil,not 4 tests,exams or assignments haha.mostly cos i noe i cant do it.i will prob drop dead like halfway thru cos i cant stay awake so i finished mine ard yest evening.den felt so tired n slept ard 10.lol yea2 i noe,10pm?!so early?haha yea couldnt peel my eyes open.
had IS modules today,as usual Mon.pqs was ok i suppose.wasnt feeling sleepy surprisingly tho some of e stuff in pqs includes u doing maths.right,MATHS,a subject i have an aversion to.tt is y i chose Masscomm dammit n now i have to do some stupid line,bar graph thingy n i noe nuts abt it.n better yet,n i mean this sarcastically,i have science,tech n e changing world for e other IS.woopeee!shit ah i didnt even listen to wad e teacher was yapping abt,some mutated gene thingy.saw sth tt look like Dolly e sheep n some pic of pigs who r missing some protein thing or wadevr.haha told u i wasnt listening.i have said it once n im gonna say it again.Y THE HECK DID I CHOOSE SCI,TECH??I sooo regret it.dunno how im gonna pass e test or exam.i wish i had chosen green vision.boring but im sure i can understand e 3RS:reduce,reuse,recycle.darn no use crying over spilt milk.boo hoo

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woke up from my nap.ate my dinner n here i am on e comp again haha.yea i reali need to get started on tt essay.nt tt i havent but most of wad i got now's pretty little n i dun even noe if e info's relevant.ok stop im rambling.see wad e lack of sleep does to ur brain.it makes u go way of topic.yea woke up from my nap juz now n reali felt so lost n confused.i was like 'ok,wad world am i in?'hahaha yea i was tt zonked out.i had a strange dream somore,cant recall it,as usual.all i remember is tt it's weird but den wad else is new?my dreams all dun make sense anw.
had a pretty gd time in radio juz now although it was damn cold.i was freezing n my teeth were even chattering.i had onli entered e room for like 10 secs n e cold oredi hit me hard.had to practise our interviewing skills juz now so we loaned out e MD n stuff.4got how e thing works but kuek refreshed our memory.me n elle were doing it 2gether.haha it was funny.elle acted as a dysfunctional troubled gerl n me,im a single mom.elle was asking me qns like 'so how do u cope wif skul,work n e child?'.i crafted answers like 'oh i send my kid to my mom,den i go to skul,after i go work n later i take bek my child at nite'hahaha.yea2 i noe im a very 'good' mom.reali responsible.den she asked me stuff like 'what do ur family n frenz think of u?' n im like 'well i noe they dun tell it to my face but i think they think im a whore' lol.yea all e supposedly censored words mostly went uncensored by me.anw it was a spontaneous thing cos our MD recorder was running low on batt.got bek to class n kuek chose our MD to listen to.e whole class listened in to our crazy interview n were laughing like mad cos i answered in such an off-e-cuff way with words like whore n shit all coming thru.some of my classmates even tot tt im a real single mom or sth hahaha.hilarious.come on,look at me?do i look like trouble?;)

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Im feelin so sleepy n tired.have started a lil on tt leadership essay i gotta hand in on mon.tt bangras also one kind.nvr reali explain how we're supposed to include e online sources n bks in our essay.aiyah n we have to fulfil e word count of 1200 words.damn.have to reali crap a lot den.k la i think i wanna go take a short nap now.ciao..

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Yest was IS day.for e 1st time i came early to skul.half an hr early haha.so weird tt i didnt noe wad to do.den realized tt cos it was youth day so traffic flow was smooth n e journey to skul was faster than usual.PQS was ok i suppose though im certain i still wont like it no matter wad.n dont even tok to me abt sci,tech.i sooo regret taking it.genetic enginering?DNA?oh gawd bored me to tears.i didnt bother to pay attention after a while n me,elle n farhan started to play a game to amuse ourselves.
haiZ y didnt i choose sth boring but at least dont have any tests or sth like green vision?damn.nvm.
alrite juz now during lunch met up wif ma gals,syaz,kin n nura.went to SIM 2 eat.too bad there were no cuties in sight.darn we were hoping to catch a glimpse of cute guys ke pe haha.but i did saw this one cute guy on e bus on e way to skul so bolehla had at least one hottie to ogle at lol.luckily this guy nt a mat who wear tapered jeans or sth.if not secute2 mane pun would have turned me off.n of coz always had fun laughin at kin's jokes n antics.miss her a lot.n syaz too.seldom see them nowadays now tt they r skuling in NUH.of coz nura,tnx again eh 4 blanjaing me yest hehe.
hmm found out tt my aunt juz gave birth to a lil baby boi.hope he's as cute as tt lil boboi in e mosque,den can cubit2 his cheeks n hug him hehe.yay i got a new cuzzie!

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hmm so yest went to suntec carrefour to look 4 products 4 our advertising proj.den walked all e way from suntec to i dunno which mrt,think it was either raffles or orchard,but damn was it a long walk haha.actuali me n elle were almost running la all e way cos she was late 4 her tuition oredi n well i juz followed her.but it was gd exercise la considering i havent run in a while haha.tomorrow is supposed to be youth day but damn we poly students dun get no hols.bah.we r e same age as our jc mates wad.never mind i got skul onli till 12 so it dun matter much.i hate mons.stupid IS.stupid pqs n sci tech.bleurk.supposed to bring my lappy tmr to pqs but im juz gonna make an excuse nt to bring haha.well it is a reasonable excuse cos my lappy is kinda spoilt wif having tt trojan virus n all n starting e lappy takes abt half an hr.imagine if i were to lug it ard to skul.its like wads e point?by e time e lessons r half done n my lappy has juz managed to go on mel lol.so like i said,no use.
yea u noe been thinking.i think i want a guy who has a motorbike or better yet n car haha.den can drive me ard.gonna add tt to e list of requirements 4 a guy i want lol.

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2day went to watch Spiderman 2 at Causeway Pt.mar asked me along so yup i went though i was almost nearly broke haha cos i reali wanted 2c e movie anw.n damn was it gooood.but of coz la,critics have given e movie rave reviews.e special effects look reali realistic especially e mechanical limbs tt attached to tT Doc Oct's body.n well tobey maguire does his kter well.but of coz i had to ogle at James Franco.he is soo yummylicious hehe.reali kissable full lips haha.in short,go watch it la guys cos i give it 2 thumbs up 4 sure.even if ure not into those comic bk stuff,this is one movie tt is highly recommended.
hmm yea i noe i have been moody these past couple of days but im bek to my normal self now hehe.in fact,yest i think i was a lil high haha n did sth crazy again.when im struck wif my impulses,i reali juz jump in.usually i will think n think abt wad i wanna do so much tt i dun reali end up doing it.technically e reaction to wad i did yest should be sad la.i said should but of coz i wasnt la haha.in fact,i was so like lalala happy tt i juz said wadever i think.then when i woke up e next morning,im like 'hmm did i do wad i did yest?haha'.it's like a hangover thing i suppose not tt i ever had one haha.i envision tt shd be how it feels like.i mean like u do sth out of e blue crazy n den u think abt it on hindsight n its like 'haha i reali did wad i did'.but i dun regret it.At all.in fact,i think if given a 2nd chance,i would still have done it.told nura abt it n she's like what?! n later she said 'u noe actuali i had kinda expected u to do tt so im nt surprised'.haha she noes me well,my sis.it's nt exactly a big deal wad i did.it's juz me expressing myself.
yea n i notice tt these few days been gettin all these cuts.think they r paper cuts la but it's like i dun even noe i have em till they bleed.i was like holding a tissue n skali i saw blood n im like 'eh how come this tissue got blood?who used this b4 me?' n it turned out my thumb was bleeding haha.n e same thing happened juz now too.i was juz waving my hands n suddenly i see my finger wif blood n its like 'huh wad e heck happen?'i didnt even touch any paper in e 1st place.hmm weird

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