Ok last 2days obviously been in a bad mood.thank goodness today was much better.felt more calm although there was kinda ambiguity in my feelings towards e new modules Im taking this semester.they seem pretty challenging but i reali hope i can do my best n not give up too easily.
hmm ya today saw my ex-crush,i call him B.A.B.I for short haha.anywaez,im glad tt e onli emotion i felt when i saw him was ickiness n disgust.yup anw it's not like i wasnt over him so long ago.i will try not to be too hard on myself though cos i noe i have e tendency to do tt.ironic,i tell others not to put themselves down n yet i beat myself up over it when i feel like sth is not going e way i want it to.

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One word: FUCK.these 2 days been bad days.been feelin so fucked up n angry at ppl.at myself too.wont bother to go into details

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Cant believe tomorrow is finally skul.feels so surreal.it's like i noe i was sayin i wanna go bek to skul cos im so freakin bored but now..haha im not too sure.im sure as heck gonna miss sleepin in late n not having a care in e world whether i got assignments or projects due.but since there's reali no choice in e matter anywaez,im gonna make e full use of these precious remaining mins of my 'freedom' lol.
initially tot tt tmr will be a sucky day well cos of IS,duh.but now i found out from lisa tt im gonna be in e same class wif her 4 e PQS class,wadever tt means.n wilson too.so YIPPPEEEE!!wheeee!!at least now i got company n i wont be lonely n bored.yay!yay!
returned e digicam to hadi today so no chance of snappin a pic of tt cute lil boboi next week.oh well,its alrite.at least i get to remember him in my head haha.i wish i got a lil bro like tt.im gonna kiss n hug him like every possible min hehe.
btw i absolutely lurveeee this song by D12.it's called 'how come'.awesome song.

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ok I restarted e lappy like so many times i lost count.not gonna dwell on tt or i will onli be bingit so it stops there.
aiight yea today is quite a geram day 4 me.firstly,i am baffled tt i like a guy who juz loves to irritate e hell outta me.initially i tot im juz twisted n crazy but my fren assure me tt it's fine so good.i think tt he may like me but den again,tt may juz be wishful thinking on my part.on e other hand,juz now he annoyed me so much tt i dun wanna like him n i dun want him to like me either.so yup im a confused chica rite now.never mind,when skul starts,there will be plenty of eye candy abound n i will soon 4get abt this haha.hopefully.
yea i am in love,yea2 i noe i keep sayin tt lately haha.im in love wif this totally adorable,out of this world cute,incredibly huggable baby.aaahhhh hehe.man i wish i had remembered to bring e digicam juz now,den can take his pic n make it my wallpaper or sth lol.but damn i 4got so geram ah.ok this baby is actuali this lil boboi i always see when i go to mosque every Sat 4 religion lessons.it's kinda like an adults thing so yea a lot of moms go la,den got this lil boboi follow his mom.
oooh im tellin u e 1st time i laid my eyes on tt lil kid,i immediately fall in love.den juz now on e bus on e journey 2 e mosque,i remembered tt kid n i was like darn,i hope he's not there,den at least i wont say i missed e opportunity to take a pic of his darn cute face hehe.but of coz he was there la.it's ok though cos this time,like all previous times,i get to play wif his cute lil face haha.also today he's more frenly,when i said bye bye to him,he waved bek.aaaah a grin immediately spread on my face la,ape lagi seh hahaha.man he's gonna grow up to be one hensem guy.

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My laptop's a bitch.'nuff said.e onli gd thing,i think it can be called a good thing,is tt becos of endless waiting 4 it to start up,i have inculcated some semblance of patience which i previously did not possess.
enuf bitchin ant my lappy or it will go all haywire on me again.im fasting again 2day but im sooo tempted to eat right now.my mom juz bought food,n i can hear it calling out to me.aaah e torture.no no muz have self-discipline.cannot succumb.had my sahur juz nw ard 5 n my bro n grandpa were up watching e Portugal vs England match.apparently it went into extra time cos there was a tie.so i sat down n ate n watch e match.
Ok it's official now.I am in LOVE wif CHRISTIANO RONALDO!!He is nt juz a cutie,he is a hottie to boot!Man as i was stuffing rice into my mouth,i almost swooned at his utter adorableness.He is certainly gorgeous wif a capital G.everytime e camera zoomed in on him,i suppressed a sigh.Ahhhh..n his smile soo boyish n cute.n his earstuds definitely add a touch of flair to his already undeniable good looks.Of coz,he is an awesome player,wad wif his fancy footwork n dribbling.I gotta say,juz looking at that face makes me 4get all my problems haha.

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yea so yest met up wif hadi to borrow his digicam.tnx bro,dun worri i will protect ur baby like my very own hehe.den followed him play pool 4 a while b4 headin home.yup nth much ah.anw i was fastin anw to pay bek so didnt reali go out.
still fastin today so even though my mind keeps wandering bek to delicious scrumptious feasts,i have to persist n focus on sth else.
finally printed out my timetable.actuali it's not too bad la considerin i end quite early 4 most of e days.except tue which is a dreadful looong day from 8-5!can u believe it?abeh tu onli a measly 1 hr break!mane le cam gini,bleurk.i'd probably be like half dead by 2 or sth haha n can barely keep my eyes open in lectures.n my thur is another sucky scheduling on e part of NP cos man come on la,wads e use of giving us a freakin 5 hr break!jeez i would,in most likelihood,go home n sleep or sth or go off somewhere more appealing than skul n not come 4 e aftn classes haha.

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Yesterday was such a fun day spent hangin out wif ma gals,syaz n kin.1st went to kin's place to give her bday prezzie.wait awhile 4 syaz who got magnum.she came later n we gave our prez to our dear kikin.gues wad we gave our sis?hehe a coli/bra.
anw yea then after tt,head on down to Esplanade to chill.k la we took 106 to Suntec.abeh kene kacau dgn some mamatz seh.I didnt get a good look at them to tell e truth, but i'd juz take kin's word 4 it tt they're cute la haha.u noe like wad kin says,it's so ironic tt we gripe when we dun get hit on often enuf but when we do,we freak out n flee lol.actuali all of us juz wanted to get out of there asap so we walked like so fast la.e funny part is tt kin always kene squeezed out like a pimple,in her very own words haha,cos eh me n syaz will somehow walk in such a way so tt we converge n leave our poor kikin behind lol.but we dun realize it till she pointed it out to us la,tts e thing.lepas tu je,terkekek seh kitorang.i actuali turned ard to look at e matz la but e onli guy i managed to see ducked his head so yea,no chance of seeing their faces la too bad haha n see if they're cute or not.
yea den we walked up to esplanade n went up to e rooftop.it was so nice n windy up there.from e rooftop,we saw e same grp of matz juz nw.at least tts wad kin said cos i wasnt too sure.abeh si kin ni pun satu haha.suddenly jek,yell out 'Oi' to them.n they looked up seh n wad did my gals do?they hid n duck,leaving me clueless n wif slow reflexes wondering wad e heck is goin on lol.i was still standing there 4 those matz to spot.jeez.then e matz were like 'Oi' balik la n motioning 4 us to come down.but it was fun la laughin like crazy over tt spontaneous act.then also saw this grp of pakciks and they look up seh.sibuk je haha.
later we walked kat bawah lak.jalan punye jalan,as luck would have had it,we ended up seeing tt same grp of pakciks n we're like darn,skali i saw e mamatz lak from e other side n here we r right smack in e center lol.kin immediately pull down her cap to cover her face n me n syaz looked to e other side,purposely avoiding to look at e matz.e mats were like oi-ing us bek la while we quickly got out there haha,absolutely refusing to look in their direction.once again we squeezed kin out like a pimple.haha kelakar sak.den we found a corner to chill n cracked up again abt e whole incident.
later syaz got hungry so we ate at Marina Sq at McD.headed bek down to Esplanade again to chill n tok somore.e convo got to guys n relationships.it seems tt both syaz n kin r curious as to how i would behave if i were to be wif a guy.believe me,i would love to noe e ans to tt qn myself lol.unlike ma gals,im nt a manja2 type,never have been.it's not in my nature.heck i dun even noe if i can flirt or not haha.i dun go ard stroking guys' egos tts 4 sure.they were giving me tips on how to flirt,yup flirting 101 haha.when syaz pointed out 2 me tt i do get touchy wif guys sometimes,like pinch or touch them,i was surpised actuali.but she said it was more of a fren kinda thing den a flirty gesture.see,i tok to my guy frenz like i tok to my gerl frenz.ok la actuali i tok like one of e guys if i were to tok to a guy fren of mine.meaning its like u noe how guys tend to bring each other down when they tok sometimes?well i have realized tts wad i do.i put them down teasingly of coz.but still u noe i do tt,even to guys who i like as more den a fren type.syaz was baffled when i told her this haha.so i have been thinking,this new semester,i will be more flirty la haha juz too see how it feels like n e reactions i get.shd be interesting lol.

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.....bored....bored...wif a capital B...so tomorrow gonna meet up wif syaz to give kin's bday prezzie...later mayb goin out somewhere cos duh obviously all of us r freakin bored out of our minds.yea tts it basically haha.
yea by e way,this song playin rite now.i liiiike a lottt.muse rawks.'time is running out' is awesome n so is their latest one 'sing for absolution'.

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AAAAHHHHHH!!!FEEL SO MENDAK N SIAN!Life is seriously gettin too routine n monotonous 4 me,im beginning to lapse into depression mode.at this rate i cant wait 4 skul to start.at least i got sth to occupy my time n not juz sit n rot n do nth productive.it doesnt help tt i got like no money left.well i do la but tts supposed to be savings n they r fast depleting n no way am i touching any more of em or all will be gone in an instant.
u guys noe rite i live wif like 8 other ppl in my family n im used to it la of coz.i mean i have to,if not i will go crazy wif all e ppl living wif me at any one moment in time.anw e whole point is sometimes it's juz so stifling n ppl r always yapping abt one thing or another.i cant even watch e tv in peace.juz as im abt to concentrate on watching e tube,my bro n sis will be telling some grandmother story in e background n i will be yelling at them to shut up.how else am i gonna understand e story on tv if someone else is babbling in e background?jeez.n also my grandma keep pestering us to go to e market n buy some groceries n wad not.it's always sth la tt she wants,be it chicken or bread or wadever.ok la i noe in e end,who will eat?ya us too but still e more she nags,e more i get irritated n refuse to do wad she wants.same thing wif eating.she will cook like so bloody early n expects us to eat on e dot tt she finish cooking.n if we say later,she will be like aiyah now la,eat now.i have gotten to e point when i dun want to say anything hoping she will get e message.in e past,i will raise my voice n say sth along e lines of 'nooo i will onli eat later when i am hungry'.yea2 i noe sometimes it may seem like im an ungrateful rude lil bitch but u dunno how it feels like to have someone breathe down ur neck.it gets old after a while.
alrite i thank u guys who manage to tahan my ranting n read this entry till the end.for those who have lost patience wif me a long time ago,its ok.i dun reali care either way haha.

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First off, HAPPY 18th BDAY TO MY DARLING SIS SHIKIN!!!MAY ALL UR WISHES N DREAMS COME TRUE MY DEAR.MUACKXXX!
anw these 2days been doin nth but slack at home.tomorrow mayb gonna meet up wif an old fren,seok fun.long time no see tt gerl.seems tt she has some problems in e love department haha.ah well doesnt everyone?
i read somewhere a quote by a celeb,i think it was ethan hawke,tt says tt almost everyone seems 2b on this quest 2 find romantic love but actuali when it all comes down to e core of it,why issit tt ppl go ard hunting high n low 4 this so-called love?it's mainly becos most of e time,u r made to feel inadequate if u dun have it or if u have a lack of it in ur life.im not saying im anti-love or anything like tt though i noe sometimes i may seem tt way.but still if u reali look carefully at e things ard u,almost everything revolves around this.
the media for instance play a very big role in perpetuating this belief.juz take a look at all the shows tt r on tv.e essence of it will almost always be about love between 2 individuals.those endless supply of reality tv shows tt keeps popping up chronicles ard this concept of finding that Mr or Mrs Right.a handsome or gorgeous bachelor or bachelorette will get to handpick his or her choice of mate from among e many tt they can sample,so to speak.but in end,e chances of them going to e altar are almost slim to none,wif e exception of trista n ryan.ok,so tts reality tv but den again real life isnt exactly a bed of roses either.not tt im expecting it to be but well,wad can i say?im e 'once bitten,twice shy' kinda gal.
apart from tv,songs aint much different either.maybe english songs have a wider range of genres,thank goodness 4 tt.but malay songs oh gawd do not even get me started.all those jiwang songs tt are of coz abt wad else,love.n it's always e same old story.guy loves gerl,gerl leaves guy,guy end up heartbroken.or e other way around.jeez like wad?there's nth else to sing abt?yesterday was juz channel surfing n happen to switch e channel to suria n i watched Anugerah(e mly version of Spore Idol) 4 a while n of coz ppl sms in n wad else do they have to say?their insipid love msgs.i mean come on la ppl,if u wanna do pillow talks,go n call up ur boo or sth.dont put it out there 4 e whole bloody world to see.

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So yest had tt 03 mly reunion.met up wif shidah,fad,raz n jannah at wdls mrt.haha jannah was late,of coz but tkpela.1st stop lunch cos most of s havent eaten yet.fad was like pesterin us to go eat at this thai restaurant called 'Siam's Kitchen' so after much dilly dallying n discussing,we decided ok la since they got this student's offer so in we went.e food was ok.i ate this fried rice kway teow thing.n so did shidah.initially we tot it was supposed to be rice since it did say tt in e menu but then it turned out 2b kway teow made of rice.jeez so confusing la e way they phrase e food haha but it was alrite cos i like kway teow anw.den after filling our stomachs n moaning abt how full we are,we head on up to e cineplex to see if there were any interesting movies 2 watch.ended up watching a cartoon 'home on e range'.it was alrite n quite funny la.shidah was laughin like crazy at some parts haha.yea den after tt,went to take a neoprint.makdi kecoh seh kitorang lol.we were wondering like wad background to get la,how to pose n stuff like tt.n of coz i had to wear blue n cos e neoprint thingy always says tt wif blue,there's bound to be sth wrong cos it will blend.so in e pics,my tudung will be like changing color in every shot haha but overall,at least i got sth to remember e day by.den went to McD n ate e cheap 25cents ice cream n yak.we went inside cos outside were all these mats n minahs who i cant stand.all in all,it was great meetin up wif e guys again.

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Was pissed at my bro juz now.ask him to sth simple n he always either dun do it or he doesnt noe how to take initiative.aaah enuf abt tt dumbass.
listened to D12's new song juz now 'how come'.dis song kick ass n eminem is HOTT!haha yea sometimes i dig guys wif tt bad boy appeal altho usually in real life i go 4 e clean cut ones.
Yea anw yesterday had a great time hangin out wif syaz but den again when has it ever not been fun hangin out wif her.met up at jurong east 2 check out e new library there.man,tt place is huge n well,it's an awesome place to juz chill n lepak2 wad wif all e comfy seats but didnt stay long tho.next stop IMM to get kin's prezzie since her bday a few days away.den syaz suggested visitin ramli in hospital,down wif food poisoning.he's been buggin her to visit him haha n so in e end,we decided to head down to alexandra.tt ramli gave us wrong directions.thank goodness i had yusri's no(haha e walking directory as syaz calls him) n msg him askin 4 specific directions.it was quite easy surprisingly to get there.
anw i could not believe tt me,e one who loathes hospitals n have never been within e vicinity of hospitals 4 like so long,is finally goin to enter one.i felt uneasy juz entering e compounds cos e whole place juz reminded me of sickness n death.it didnt help tt i was immediately assaulted by tt hospital smell.made me sick.but e toilets were like damn nice man.haha seriously e toilet seats were reali cool n pretty.i cant believe i juz gush abt toilet seats lol.
yea den went up to ramli's ward.me n syaz 1st saw him juz lyin there on e bed,wif eyes closed n mumbling sth.it was amusing n we couldnt help giggling n was kinda reluctant to go in,fearing we make wake him up or sth.anw he saw us n was like 'eh u guys came?'haha yea n den we talked.e best part is when zai came along wif this gerl.he was making so many jokes at ramli's expense n there we were,cackling n guffawing like crazy.rabak seh ketawa,non stop.sampaikan there was an apek visitin his fren in t ward who kept lookin in our direction disapprovingly.poor thing tt ramli,da la asyik kene gi toilet.he was relating to us his stories of how everytime he wanted to go toilet or watch tv,he had to drag along tt thign wif him.i dunno wad its called la,tt IV thing or sth like tt.n how he was given so many injections n poked n prodded everywhere haha.damn hilarious.
den ard 4sth,had to make our move on we wanted to go to esplanade to juz lepak2 la.gosh we had to walk so long from e mrt.it was honestly e longest exercise i have had in a while haha.syaz was moaning 4 me to walk slower cos her legs were aching.now i noe e appeal of e esplanade n y so many of my frenz love to hang out there.it felt so serene n peaceful,juz staring out at e endless expanse of water or gazing into e sky.it's like ur troubles r a million miles away.syaz n i tok abt stuff,n as usual one min we will be laughing our heads off at some story tt i was telling her or some funny incident tt happened to us recently n somehow e topic will always manouever itself into serious waters n we were contemplating life n stuff like tt.didnt reali want to leave n like syaz said 'haiz im so loath to leave this place'.but wad to do,if i go bek home any later,my mom's gonna be naggin like crazy.
later gonna have tt 03 mly reunion tt somehow keeps getting postponed.anw hope we gonna have fun no matter wad we decide to do today.as usual,it seems to be always me who is e one organizing stuff like this.in e bus yesterday,i was like groanin n thinkin of wad to do n askin syaz 4 suggestions.i guez my 'sincerest n most honest feelings'(as quoted by syaz) came out,meaning i was feelin reali nt in e mood to conceal my feelings la.n she was laughin at me cos obviously,when im ranting or sth,i always seem to make ppl laugh.haha dunno if tts a gd or bad thing.anw there we were,laughin our asses off.yup it felt good.yesterday was definitely a fun day cos it's been a while since i reali laughed.

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Ok well I chose my IS modules which by e way sux to e very core.i was blog hoppin n nearly everyone was moaning abt e torturous fate tt they had to go thru simply by haviing to choose one IS module.n we have yet to even attend one of e classes yet.jeez n of all things possible,they juz had to give us masscommers SCIENCES!yup sciences,u heard me right.man i specifically came into MCM to GET OUT of sciences cos naturally i suck at it.y else would i pick a course tt is based on language?
i didnt wanna choose any greenery coz like green vision or sth crappy like tt cos im nt exactly wad u would call an environmentalist or sth.i dun reali give a toot abt recycling n stuff like tt.besides plants bore me to tears.so out of pure necessity n reluctance i chose sci tech n e changing world.n e other compulsory IS module.wad issit called?PQS,product quality service or sth like tt.dun even noe wad im supposed 2 learn in tt class.personally i have maintained from e very beginning tt IS modules r a sheer waste of my time n energy n this time it's no different.n e worst thing is it's on Mon.yup e very 1st day of skul n wad am i assaulted wif?a dosage of insipid crappy modules tt i have no desire to engage myself in.
but on e slightly brighter side,this time i get to choose wad time i want meanin of coz all morning.8-12.i have had enuf of 1-5 classes in e past 4 IS,thank u very much.do u noe how absolutely ghastly n horrific it is to be in skul at tt time of day?n furthermore goin 4 lessons u have zilch interest in?if i come to skul in e morning,at least later i can home n sleep or slack or sth haha which is a more productive way of spending my time.

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CONTINUATION OF INDON TRIP....

yea ok so 3rd day,went to Tangkuban Perahu Crater,a dormant volcano.took a van up 1st b4 later walkin up e mountain.it was freezing up there n e view was spectacular!!i was like damn i wish i had a digicam wif me,i'd have snapped up like a gazillion pics.all i had was e normal camera n my scanner dun even work.sob sob.if not,u guys would see wad i saw tt day.there were shops on e route up e mountain n of coz,peddlers everywhere.they immediately surround u n bombard u to buy their stuff.they r like everywhere n anywhere i tell u.not onli on e mountain but they noe tt since we r tourists,they somehow assume tt we're loaded or sth,so they lie in wait 4 us outside e hotels n pounce on us when they see us.i felt like a celebrity being mobbed haha.it felt so stifling n it was very hard to fend them off cos they were so persistent n desperate.they bordered on being annoying pests.
On e way up e volcano,there was this particularly insistent peddler who followed us all e way up,all e while beggin my parents to buy his stuff.even when we went 2 e toilet n got out,i was terperanjat beruk seh masa nampak dier waiting 4 us outside.haha i was like man this guy reali ah.it was both amusing n shocking.it seemed so sad n pathetic 4 him tt after all his hard work in tailing us,in e end,he didnt manage 2 convince my parents 2 buy his stuff.think he was a lil pissed cos his ending remark to us was like 'hope u have a safe journey down'.obviously he was being sarcastic la.but aiyoh who ask him to follow us all e way up rite?so not our fault la haha.
after tt,went to e Ciater Hot Spring.I personally didnt like it cos it was way too crowded 4 my taste n e place was dirty too,litter was everywhere.i think e ppl there dun reali understand e concept of cleanliness.thank gdness 4 spore n its fines haha.anw it's kinda like e hot spring in sembawang i think,onli bigger.my parents believed tt if u soak ur feet or bathe in e water,ur ailments will be cured or sth.i was sceptical n onli went in wif sheer reluctance.couldnt wait 2 get out of e place.
On day 4,went went to Fantasy World which is kinda like a theme park.this is e fun part hehe.rode on e rollercoaster which is thrilling n scary.it was a short ride but i felt so freakin scred cos it was goin all topsy turvy.most of e time i juz closed my eyes cos i was so freaked out haha.b4 i knew it,e ride was over but it was great.also took e Viking.this one is like waaay scarier den e one in Escape in Spore.it went almost like 90 degrees to e side.i was hangin on 4 dear life haha.later got inside this stimulator thingy.noticed this cute guy workin there checkin me out.initially i tot he was lookin at someone else so i turned away.but when i looked bek,he was still staring at me haha.reminded me of an earlier incident when another cute indon guy peddler stared blatantly at me at this tidbits shop.when we were abt to move off,n i was oredi in e bus,i waved n smiled at him haha.yea2 kat negeri org pun sempat ade time nak flirt lol.
Aaah den e shopping!WOOHOOO!!I was like so freakin happy shoppin over there.e prices r so dirt cheap when u convert bek to spore dollars.i felt like juz splurgin cos i felt like a bloody millionaire keke.of coz,i took e opportunity to shop like crazy n buy all e stuff i want la hehe.but too bad,e shops seem to close so early like even b4 7pm which sounds reali funny to me.my dad was sayin tt 'these ppl got no nightlife issit?there's like no form of entertainment at nite.no wonder all they noe is to make babies n add to e population'.hahaha.yea seems tt way.not to sound racist or anything though.
but even though Indon was fun n all,i wouldnt live there.lookin at life over there made me feel lucky tt i was born n live in Spore haha.not to sound patriotic or anything but e conditions there though simpler,it is a stark contrast to life in Spore n even wif e stress n all,i still would choose to live here haha.aww.anywaez,e roads there r like so congested.when they r not,they r either narrow or cramped.sometimes e streets dun even have lights n i felt scared especially at nite wonderin if e bus driver noes where he's driving.apart from tt,wad i find not very pleasant to look at is tt there r homeless ppl living under e highways!can u believe tt?n some were even sellin food by e roadside. i shudder to think abt how unhygienic tt is.
there's this incident tt i remember well cos it reflects how e ppl there r desperate till they resort to stealing even.during one traffic jam,from e bus we were in,i saw this guy went up an oil tanker n juz hopped in n stole some oil from e tank!then he made his getaway.guez he took it cos he was reali poor n needed e money so he stole e oil to sell it later t someone else.it's wrong but still it's very sad to see such things happening.ah well,guez life is hard tt way.i feel blessed tt i dun have to do tt kinda thing.
yea actuali i had hoped tt along 4 e indon trip,it would be nice to have a cutie along 4 e ride haha.but nvm ah.i got a lil surrogate sister instead.there was this pri 1 gerl who stick to me hehe.even e mom called me her fave sis.n my own lil sister didnt even layan me cos she felt so out of place in e foreign place n she obviously wasnt enjoyin herself.it felt good to have someone adore u haha.

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e TRIP TO INDONESIA....

e trip to Indon was a trip 2 remember.1stly cos it's e 1st time i board a plane.Im so lucky tt 4 my 1st time i got to sit at e window seat so it was great 2 look out e window n enjoy e view.Though by tt time it was oredi in e evening so cant see much outside except darkness enveloping e sky n dotted lights everywhere.So now it's official.im no longer a flight virgin haha.dun think dirty,it's a term to refer to ppl who have yet to go on an airplane.Anw,e view inside wasnt too bad actuali haha.there was this cute air steward n every time he walked past,i took e opportunity to ogle at him of coz lol.so tt was e 1st day of e trip.didnt do much except reach e Indon airport ard 7 or 8 n later went 4 dinner.i took a package tour so there were other families along wif us too 4 e trip.
E nx day we went to Taman Mini where i bought keychains with our names engraved on it.bought some 4 my gal pals,syaz,kin n nura.i muz say they r quite creative n artistic in e way they did e names using this heating equipment tt kinda reminded me of sth i used in D & T in e past durin sec skul.yea den aft tt,went to e Safari Park which is kinda like a zoo onli e animals r allowed 2 roam freely anywhere they want,as long as it's within e compounds.Surprisingly,even wif all e freedom,e animals were well-behaved.We were on e tour bus n peerin out e windows tryin to get a good look at e animals outside.e bus took e designated route ard e park.all e while e animals were walkin ard like they own e place haha,some were even on e roads.a few of e visitors stuck their hands out their vehicles n even patted e animals like e zebras.it was quite amusing la a few of e animals like one which i dubbed e Smiling Hippo cos it was grinnin like a cheschire(i dunno if tts e correct spellin but wadevr la lol) cat n all of us found it hilarious.it was as if it was posing 4 e camera or sth.den there was also this org utan which is like sooo gemok gedempol.it juz sits there cos it was so freakin fat haha.but on e whole,it was great ah cos it was so unlike e zoo in Spore where e animals r stuck in enclosures which r restricted n kinda boring.
whew tt was quite a long entry n i havent even barely finish yet.later2 i blogged more abt my trip.now i think u guys r oredi bored readin this stuff haha.

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Tomorrow gonna be flyn off to bandung.u noe im more excited abt e plane ride than e actual trip itself haha.well cos ive never been on an airplane b4 so yea kinda jakun in tt sense la lol.yea n my eye's gettin better but i still have to stick to wearin my good ol' specs cs im scared wearin contacts can aggravate it still.but e bummer is tt i think e degree of e infected eye has gone up or sth so even wearing glasses can cause a headace cs its different prescription n all.hope im still gonna have fun though in indon.
n yea i have change my blog skin yet again haha.bored punye pasal la.anw i think it's very nice,dun u think?haha tgk ah sape nye taste.ish no shame like tt.yea i have no shame wad haha,u shd juz ask my close frenz.k la hungry now so gonna get a bite to eat.ciao!

[[ beauty is in the eyes of the beholder__ 12:57 PM

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quite a long time since i blogged.home pc down cos probably of me downloading too many songs n cloggin up e drives n makin e whole bloody computer goin bonkers on me so now tt pc's gone to e 'doctor'.now writing using my lappy but since it's so freakin slow n keeps hangin on me,i onli use it when there r no other alternatives like now.
feelin like shit cs my right eye is freakin red.think it's like infected or sth.mayb cs of my contact lens.damn.i dun even wanna look at myself in e mirror cs i will onli freak myself out lookin at my eye which is so bloodshot red.n to make it worse,it's like one eye is bigger den e other cs it's a bit swollen.damn how am i goin to go on a hol now lookin like crap?yea trust me to still be vain in times like these but still who wants to look like crap rite?aiyah if i noe ah,yest when i went out to watch e day after tomorrow,i shd juz have been rational n stick to wearin glasses but nooo,i had to go n put on my contacts n it has made my eye worse.shit ah.aaargh!!cos of my red eye,i had to cancel on kin 2 follow her 2 e zoo cs i cant possibly go out n infect everyone rite?n to top it all off,im feelin sick cs of a cold.double whammy gitu.geram sak!!

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