Haiz back to feelin freakin bored again.tts y im scrambling to make plans 4 next week to ward off this impending feelings of restlessness.
anw this time next week i'll be flyin off to puncak,bandung in indonesia.yippee!!1st time in ages tt my family has taken a trip overseas n when i say ages,i do mean ages cs e last time we went anywhere remotely further than johor was like 10 freakin yrs ago to genting or cameron higlands,4got which was it.n this will be my 1st time takin a plane.yay!!haha yea i noe jakun but of coz la since i have never been on a plane b4 n wanna noe how it's like.
hmm apart from that,been inspired to write a few poems lately.have uploaded em at fictionpress.com.if u guyz wanna read them,search under lovecynic.ure welcomed to post ur reviews if u like.constructive criticism is appreciated.

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YAY!!!!i got A for writcomm!!so freakin happy when i checked my results in e morning juz nw.*does a little dance of joy*hehe sorry 4 e madness there but im juz elated tt my grades 4 this semester's modules r better than i expected considering i tot this sem's much harder n tougher.
all e research n books tt i lug around for writcomm n those days of sloggin thru endless photocopied notes had not gone to waste haha.thank u,desmond kon!lol.

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Went bek to skul juz now to get bek e socpsy journal n radio assignments.did better than expected so tt was gd.results r out tomorrow.to tell e truth,im nt even reali tt nervous.juz hope tt i can get at least a couple of Bs for some of e modules.
yea after having lunch wif lisa,ayu,elle,darelle n siya,decided to go 2 lido to watch shrek2 wif siya.but we were a lil late so in e end,we ended up watchin laws of attraction.e movie was not too bad.funny at some parts.yea pretty much sums up e day la.nt reali in e mood to blog.

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Syaza thinks this is e perfect song 4 me.haha well it does put my feelings in perspective alright n yea it does describes me to a T,me being e lovecynic n all.it's a song by this group called 'play'.e title's 'Cinderella'.

When I was just a little girl
My mama used to tuck me into bed
And she read me a story
It always was about a princess in distress
And how a guy would save her
And end up with a glory

I lie in bed and think about
The person that I want to be
Then one day I realized
The fairy tale life wasn’t for me

I don’t wanna be like cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don’t wanna be like snow white waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse in white unless we’re riding side by side
Don’t wanna depend on no one else
I’d rather rescue myself

Someday I’m gonna find someone
Who wants my soul, heart, and mind
Who’s not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand
I’m happy just the way I am
Don’t need nobody taking care of me

(I will be there)
I will be there for him
Just as strong as he will be there for me
When I get myself started
It had got to be an equal thing

I don’t wanna be like cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (oh oh)
I don’t wanna be like snow white waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse in white unless we’re riding side by side
Don’t wanna depend on no one else
I’d rather rescue myself
(rescue myself, no ohhh)

I can slay my own dragons
I can dream my own dream
My knight in shining armor is me
So I’m gonna set me free

I don’t wanna be like cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar (ohh)
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don’t wanna be like snow white waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse in white unless we’re riding side by side

I don’t wanna be like cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don’t wanna be like snow white waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse in white unless we’re riding side by side
Don’t wanna depend on no one else
I’d rather rescue myself

I don’t wanna be like cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (ohhh)
I don’t wanna be like snow white waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse in white unless we’re riding side by side
Don’t wanna depend on no one else
I’d rather rescue myself

And this other song by e same grp is more like an advice to me lol,when u see e title,u'll see what i mean;)

I MUST NOT CHASE THE BOYS
Won’t someone tell me what is happenin’ to me
Why am I so missunderstood
Why can’t they see
Now I’m caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be

They say I’ll understand it all in good time
But age ain’t nothin’ but a number in my mind
Goin’ crazy with this push me pull me
Caught between wrong and right

I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don’t want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys

I started writing down my deepest secrets
Seven days a week of truth and fantasy
Got the feelin’ that the way my life is
Got to be prepared for changes

Won’t someone tell me what is happenin’ to me
Why am I so missunderstood
Why can’t they see?
Now I’m caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be

I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don’t want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys

I wanna go left but they tell me go right
Don’t wanna be the little girl they kissin’ goodnight
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys

They can try to make me write a thousand lies
But that won’t ever change the way I feel inside
They’ve got their opinions but I just don’t care
Cause that’s not what I wanna hear

I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I must, I must, I must not.. .chase.. the boys

I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don’t want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys

I wanna go left but they tell me go right
Don’t wanna be the little girl they kissin’ goodnight
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase... the boys

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RANDOM THOUGHTS

ok was reading thru e news juz nw n guez wad i saw?an article tt says 'Bush fells off bicycle'.like WTH?!That kind of thing is even worthy of having a place in e papers?like who e hell cares if he fall?he can drop dead n roll down e hill 4 all i care.geez reali crap,man.please la,fill e pages with more note-worthy n important events,nt stupid useless info like tt.*shakes head at e absurdity*
anw found out sth today haha.did u noe tt men,when lookin into e mirror,see onli their attractive features?women,on the other hand,onli notice their flaws.Interesting aint it?it's no wonder then tt guys have bigger egos lol,no offence to e males out there.n well gerls are more prone to suffer from inferiority complex cos they take more notice of their shortcomings.

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okay timecheck 101pm.very damn hungry but still blogging.rite yea no wonder im skinny.anw now im in LOVE with shawn desman.his songs r sooo awesome.saw him in e movie 'u got served' n went to find n dl his songs.nt a bad looking guy either hehe.yea absolutely adore e 'U got served' n 'honey' soundtracks too.been downloading e songs like crazy haha.thank goodness 4 broadband.yup k gotta go eat now.ciao...

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Actuali wanna update but felt so lazy 2 blog la haha but since my dearest sis,nura,has asked 4 an update aiight here goes.
ok on thursday did nothing so wont bother to write abt e dull aspects of my life haha.but friday was a fun day hangin out wif syaz n kin watching dvds all day long.3 movies we watched in all at kin's crib.very nice,gothika,you got served n honey.yea2 honey so long ago la but i onli watched it now.anw i lurve 'u got served'.e dance moves r so cool n awesome.i can onli wish la i can break moves like tt haha.like if i dun break my bones 1st la.syaz n kin were tryin valiantly to imitate e moves n it was so hilarious we were rollin on e floor in laughter.e breakdancing n headspinning moves or wadevr u call it r juz mind boggling n half e time we're like 'whoa' n 'wow'.very very nice.so envious of all those ppl who can break moves like tt.

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SHOPPING SPREE

yea had such a great time yesterday hanging out wif syaz n spending money like nobody's bizness haha.wheee!!so fun though now i think im almost broke la considering how much i spend on clothes,bags n stuff but it's all worth it hehe.at least im nt an impulsive buyer like syaz is haha.tt gerl,she's like 'eh this one's nice,take','tt one also,i gotta have tt one' lol.YEA!YEA!new clothes 4 next semester.bought new bags too,can u believe i bought 1 bag n got another one free?it's a buy 1,get 1 free sorta deal n so cheap someore n i didnt buy this at like a pasar malam or sth k?its from a shop in junction 8.nice,nice.got 2 for e price of 1,yippee!
e plan was to hop ard from one place to another to shop so we did.1st up syaz n I went to sun plaza in sembawang.bought some clothes n even bought perfume cos it smelt sooo good,it's vanilla.aaah.yea after tt,we took e mrt to bishan junction 8 cos syaz said she saw sth nice there once at giordano but later we found out it's like kinda expensive so syaz 4got abt buyin it.after tt,we made our way bek to woodlands to syaz's hse cos we wanted to solat n luckily her mom made us lunch so no need to waste our money on eating out hehe.all e more 4 us to spend on wahaha.later went to causeway point but there was nth there tt we wanted so next stop,kranji this fashion.yea us budget seekers always go there to buy clothes.i mean it's cheap wad rite?n e selections r quite nice too if u noe how to look.yea n over here,we saw THE MOST GIRLISH SKIRT ever!when me n syaz 1st chanced upon it,e 1st word tt came out of our mouths was LALALA.hahaha,u noe y.cos it's like reali pink,kinda frilly n gauzy n juz so fairy-like.tt it's like anyone who wears it can be transformed into like a bimbo or sth or someone who's very flighty n perky n princess-like.n now me n syaz's new code name 4 pink is lalala.wahahaha.haha it's so ironic.both of us hate pink but then,by e end of e day we kept lookin at pink stuff haha cos of tt skirt la.made us into converts lol.actuali we'd planned to go plaza singapura but by tt time we were both beat haha so tt plan went to moot.in end juz came bek to bt panjang plaza n my hse to chill 4 a while.den visited e pasar malam near my area n bought e famous ramly burger.heavenly as quoted by syaza,i totally agree lol.i used to look 4ward to pasar malams but now cos there's no pirated vcds anymore,they dun hold tt much appeal.haha yea i noe2,how i can support piracy rite?oh well e truth is out now i guez lol.
yea so yesterday was most definitely a fun day though.wheee!

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Been hopping thru n reading ppl's blogs today.it seems tt everyone is ranting abt some shit in their lives so i guez e general consensus is tt pretty much a lot of ppl r unhappy n miserable rite now.yours truly included.e littlest things can set us off either launching into tirades of bitchiness or whining in self-pity.however which way u choose to let off ur steam,both can be therapheutic or if done excessively,kinda self-destructive.im nt judging anyone here.in fact,ive pretty much done both in some entries in my blog n yea i admit it's a good feeling to lash out at some injustices in e world n display ur absolute hatred for some stupid assholes who u think r lower than scum n deserve to rot in hell.but as e saying goes,life is unfair.sad but true,unfortunately.
we can whine n rant n bitch n moan all we want but e end result is still e same.u juz have to play wif e cards tt life has dealt u.n hope 4 e best.although sometimes u juz feel tt there is no hope left in this world n like wads e point?sometimes wad doesnt kill u can make u stronger or most of e time,it juz makes u wanna curl up n die.either way u have to grin n bare it,nt in e literal sense of coz.but u juz have to make e best of wad uve got n things will usually turn out ok in e end.we may not think so at tt moment in time when ure faced wif tt particular problem or difficulty but i have come to realize tt everything does happen 4 a reason.i had a convo wif elle n wad she said makes me look at things from a different perspective.most of us have a low tolerance 4 pain,be it physically or emotionally.that's why we r all angsty people who feel very conflicted n mixed up inside cos we dunno how to deal wif all e many versions of pain caused by so many problems in our life.pain is looked at as a negative thing,something which should be avoided at all costs.however,since u obviously cant run away from it,u cant be perpetually happy all e time.tt either makes u retarded or juz plain insane.ure bound to feel some sort of pain at some point in ur lives so y nt make e best of it?meaning channel ur pain n negative energy into something more useful n turn it into strength.hopefully by overcoming all e obstacles u go thru,u will gain a sense of wisdom n maturity n in turn,become a much stronger n better individual.
im nt tryin to lecture anybody here.these r juz my thoughts.i reali hope tt i can practise wad i preach though.cos i think its gonan be quite an uphill climb 4 me who is so used to being cynical n scornful of life n ppl in general.

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e weather is so freakin HOT nowadays isnt it?n then suddenly it'll be rainin.so unpredictable.see e extent of my boredom?ive resorted to tokin abt e weather.ok next topic please.
hmm wad shall i discuss abt?anyone's welcome to give ideas.juz tag at my board n if i noe enuf or feel e urge to rant abt tt particular subject,den i will have a nice long new INTERESTING entry next time haha.

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A lot of people irritating e hell outta me nowadays,ok lemme correct tt,a lot of guys have been annoyin me.like wtf?!got nothing better to do issit?felt so pissed yest.it was e 3rd guy tts been makin me feel frustrated lately.jerks!one was callin me names,e other kept insulting me though he probably dun realize it,being e dickhead tt some guys are.n yest this guy picked a fight wif me,stupid creep.but wadever,these stupid frigging assholes will not get to me.i will not let them make me angry n take control.actuali im feelin ok now,juz felt like letting off steam n writing this down.

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yesterday was e 1st time in ages tt i sleep like b4 12am.went out wif syaz n kin n got bek home tired so gd 4 me ah.sick of always sleeping 1am onwards,cant stand tt i toss n turn in bed everytime tryin in vain to sleep.
actuali tot of goin to e library 2day to borrow some bks to keep boredom at bay but feel so lazy n lethargic so maybe not.u noe actuali im nt reali tt bored per se.guez ppl keep telling me they're bored tt my subconscious also convince myself tt i feel bored.but e lack of activities goin ard me,or rather cos of my lack of involvement in activites,i feel like im stuck in a rut.yea i noe i shd probaby go out n do sth la rite but i feel so not in e mood la so who's fault issit den?mine.
see la my brain is nt even thinkin much,i dun even noe wad to write.im like staring at e comp nw.or rather my brain thinks too much nowadays but i juz dunno hw to put my thoughts into words.random thoughts keep skittering in n out of my celebral cortex but none reali stick long enuf 4 me to care abt it.well there r some tt does stay in my memory long enuf,it's juz tt i dun wanna think abt it cos e more i do,e more i noe i will get frustrated so wads e point?yea im rambling i noe but who cares,this is my blog.
k it's 1248pm.gotta go fetch my lil sis from skul nw.one of e chores tt im supposed to do now tt im free.oh well at least i got sth to do..

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haiz bored bored bored.day in day out same old thing.it has onli been how many days?*begins counting e no of days since e end of skul*hmm,12 days i think.almost 2 whole weeks of doing nothing productive.my brain matter is depleting slowly but surely i muz imagine cos yest i felt dumb 4 a while,like i was supposed to do sth but 4got at e very nx instant.
did i mention im turning into an insomniac again?well i am,cant sleep these past few days.i noe i cant slp even if i go to bed early so i have resorted to late nite chatting.my bedtime nowadays has been 1am onwards.no wonder i gt dark eye rings.i dun wanna look like a freakin panda but how?i cant sleep even if i wanted to.
4 e 1st time i woke up early today haha cos had to meet hadi at 10 to return him e bks.if nt,i'd have onli woken up from my beauty sleep at 10.felt like crawling bek into bed juz nw.my pillows were beckoning to me but i noe if i sleep,i will overshoot e time n will end up being late but in e end,hadi was e one late lol.nvm.
anw thank gdness i got to see at least one eye candy in e lrt juz nw haha.this guy is no mat2 or teenager k,this guy is obviously an office worker in an black ensemble n he looks so hot from e side n back lol,can melt.though his face isnt as hensem as i wished it to be haha,he's still cute la.
later goin to skul 2 hang wif syaz n kin lol,like of all places skul rite?but easiest plc to meet ah.im sure skul will be like a ghost town.
btw does my face look like it says 'help me,im weak' cos one person said tt to me n im like wtf?!ok la so i dun exactly look intimidating n shit but im no weakling k?ask my frenz la haha.anw i said to him 'well mayb tts a gd thing cos ppl dun expect me 2b bitchy or mean,so i can get away wif stuff sometimes'.cos either they think tt 'oh it's juz a one time thing 4 faai,it's nt in her nature to be like tt so we'll let it slide' or ppl will be so shocked tt they 4get wad to do wif me so they also let it pass haha.so i think it's a gd thing.

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aiight new look blogger.wasnt used to it at so felt a lil awkward.aniwaez it didnt matter much la haha,juz tt i wasnt sure hw to navigate my way thru e new blogger thingy.ok stop it,im rambling.
yea yesterday went to watch van helsing wif syaz.went a lil late but it's ok.didnt miss much.e movie,like syaz said has a pretty shallow storyline.personally i didnt reali care cos when i go watch a movie,i dun reali wanna think lol.but e CGI effects were definitely cool.i'd give 5 stars for tt alone.of coz,kate beckinsale is a hottie.hugh jackman is handsome too though i dun like e long hair.i dun dig guys wif long hair la,long flowy tresses r 4 gerls onli,in my opinion.overall e movie was worth my money.
then after tt,went to eat at long johns.saw haekal,haha of all people.me n syaz were ordering our food when i turned bek at our seats.n when i saw him,i was like 'syaz,lol u will nt believe who i saw'.syaz turned n was like damn,was is he doin here?haha.yea so later went bek to our table wif food so no choice la but had to say hi to e guy lol.anw he looks and acts e same as ever,flirting wif some gerl at e seat next to us or sth haha.
den syaz went bek to my hse to pray n hang out 4 a while.surfed on my lappy n went to frienster to look 4 cuties to ogle at.haha yea2 i noe,totally superficial arent we?but then again,wad else is new?

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MUSINGS

couldnt sleep last nite so decided to go online n chat.think i was e onli one in e whole house still awake.have a feeling im gonna start becoming an insomniac again.when i had skul,i will be like way too tired so sleep comes easy.now tt im juz slacking n nt using up energy i suppose my body is still hyper in like e wee hrs when i shd oredi be off in dreamland.
aniwaez,had a long chat wif fiq.haha happy to see ur name?man cant believe u ask me to specifically write ur name in my blog entry.how ego can u get?haha juz kidding bro.btw gd luck in finding ur dream gerl lol.n dun worry, im always here in case u need someone to give u a flying kick to wake u up from ur dreams muahaha.
actuali wad he said made me think a bit about wad ppl do 4 love,the extent of situations they r willing to put themselves thru juz to get tt certain someone,e object of their affections, to notice them,to give them tt one smile or compliment, tt encouraging sign.i am amazed sometimes at how some people can endure such embarrassments n 'torture' juz to get to noe someone.but den again in e past few months i have done e same too so who am i am to talk rite?haha.still cant quite believe some of e things i have done lately tt will certainly not have been faaizah-like in e past lol.but hmm think i will lie low 4 a while haha,nt do crazy stuff.hopefully i can stick to my resolution cos i find tt once i decide to say i wont do something,e next thing i noe i will be stuck in tt very same predicament haha.
LOVE....it's like this elusive thing tt keeps calling out to u & u find urself very much drawn to it.but u can never reali quite have a firm grasp on it.i guez love exists to some people but nt 4 me la,e romantic sort anyway.i love my frenz.i love my family but love of a romantic kind,e notion still eludes me.i have been infatuated wif guys of coz but those dun qualify as love.heck even if 'love' hit me in e face,i dun think i will admit it cos i will be too bz denying its existence haha.nura made this remark tt im a lovecynic n yet im obsessed wif guys lol.i am not obsessed.juz a bit boy-crazy sometimes haha but which teenage girl isnt rite?
like wad enrique sings in his song 'I'm not in love...it's juz a phase tt im going thru...I'm always looking 4 something new'. yea describes me exactly...i find myself getting over guys faster n faster now cos there's too may eye candy around not to be left unappreciated haha.kidding.well not exactly la lol.seriously though,think it has become another one of my defence mechanisms kicking in again.i get out of e crush b4 i get in too deep.before there's any potential of me getting hurt again.so im like hopping from one target to another like a lil frog hahaha.n here i thought i am a loyal person lol.but i am,to those people i love n trust wif my life.ppl who have earned my trust n i noe will not betray me.came across this quote tt sums up exactly wad i mean :Faith is something tt I put in friends & had I excess morals to lend,I'd let U borrow them but my trust U havent earned.

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Hmm lately all ive been doin on my blog is complain like a makcik liddat haha.eurgh gross paling tk suker seh makcik2 yg tau gossip n yak je like nothing better to do.damn am i becomin like tt?ok no freakin way.alrite now im nt gonna complain anymore n be grateful 4 wad i have in my life.i am so thankful tt sometimes i am lucky n can get away wif some stuff which i know is wrong.i am so grateful 4 tt.haha 4 those who dunno wad im tokin abt,nvm.im juz sooo thankful tt sometimes i have nice enuf ppl who think tt im too nice to do certain stuff.haha if tt makes even any sense.so i shdnt be whining n shd be thanking God instead.which i am by the way.
Trip down memory lane.... when i tok bek to teachers n stuff.like sometimes im rude to them cos i feel like it n i like to see their reactions haha.n somehow i always seem to get away wif it.although not all e time la lol.hmm remember this one incident when i was sitting at e bek wif my fren.apparently e teacher tot i was tokin too much wif my fren,like wth,where got.anyway, den she asked me to sit in front la.n i dunno wad came over me but i juz flipped.i threw a temper tantrum n pushed all e tables n chairs like some gangster n plop myself rite on e seat in front of her.all e while wif a defiant look on my face.n well of coz e teacher also flipped n ordered me to sit right at e bek of e classroom on the floor while all e rest of my clazmates sit on chairs.yup so there i was e whole lesson sitting morosely on e floor but seething in anger.yea those were e days haha..

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TEENAGE BLUES

'a lot of angst',someone recently said to me.i'd juz finished ranting abt something tt frustrates me when tt person made tt remark.i didnt quite noe hw 2 respond to tt so i juz said 'haha,well i am a teenager after all'.hah like tt's supposed 2 explain everything.which u noe,in a way it actually does,cos teenagers do have a lot of angst.tts y we all have these blogs where we r allowed to rant n bitch as we please abt anything n everything under e sun lol.
tt person is no longer a teen so i guez he can say tt.i mean im sure he's waay over e angsty poor me stage or wadever.but im sure as hell not.i mean it's not as if i like to whine n feel sorry 4 myself so much.i hate self pity.cant reali stand it when other ppl do it n yet i cant help getting stuck in tt trap myself sometimes.e onli reason i can think of when i mope n deliberate abt my sad,pathetic state which im not,by e way haha.im juz sayin sometimes i feel like crap.well doesnt everybody at some point or another?
ok i digress.e onli reason i can think of when i wallow in self pity is tt i care too much.abt wad others think,abt wad i myself think.u got all these expectations:of urself,of ur frenz,ur families,basically everything ard u.but when u find tt things dont go e way u want it to,e way u planned everything out,then u feel like ure losing control.it's all one never ending cycle.u care too much,u got all these high hopes,all of em come crashing down n u end up feelin fucked up n disappointed.then u think tt ure a sad case,after tt comes e 'poor me' feelin sorry 4 urself part.
haha see la when u got too much time on ur hands,u analyse things too much.

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haizzz,getting bored....super bz wif truckloads of work,complain....given free time wif nothing to do,complain....haha it seems tt we r all never satisfied.feels weird having all this free time on my hands.gonna do some serious slacking though.have to make up 4 lost time lol.n catch up on sleep ,e zzzz tt i have been deprived of 4 so long.
wanna watch soo many movies,think i will go broke.but dun care ah.50 1st dates,van helsing,dawn of e dead,troy,mean girls,the day after tomorrow.,yada yada.

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yea sooooo glad exam's over.skul is over.Endless slacking,here i come!hahaha.
after marketin exam yest,went to jurong fuji ice palace to ice skate.have always wanted to go but never had e chance to till yest.yea so was apprehensive initially cos it was my 1st time n all n i was afraid of falling.n man did i fell like a lot of times haha.went home wif an aching butt n when i woke up in e mornin juz nw,my arms were like screaming in agony cos i was like holding on e to e railings to keep my balance n all.im so grateful to all those who helped me yest like mas,darrelle,elle,skye,sam,lis.haha it seems tt almost everyone was helping me try to skate.but i think it'll be a while b4 i go ice skating again lol.
den juz nw went out wif an old sec skul fren of mine,ramli.haha.like of all ppl,ramli.but he's nice la.hadi joined us soon after n we went to play pool.ramli paid 4 me so tts gd la haha.at least can play 4 free,seeing as hw im like nt very gd at it.but ok la i think i have improved a wee bit lol.
yea cant wait to go out next week n watch movies n have fun n more fun lol.

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