The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)

Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.
Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.
These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.
You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy
CONSIDER: The Manchild

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haha it seems tt anything to do wif me is realistic.(lol even my eyes!)which is nt a bad thing at all.in fact,im proud of it.keeps me grounded n nt put my head in e clouds.

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You're eyes tell the truth. Whether it's fun or
it's sadness. It isn't important as long as you
don't lie, cuz your eyes never do.


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haha ok yesterday was definitely a day that's gonna stick in my memory,to say the least. remember the guy i tok abt last mon?the one who hit on me.well yest i saw him again.n i reali cant believe i did wad i did.gosh all e way home i was thinkin tt ive gone crazy n yet,if given a choice to do it again,i'd still do e same thing lol.
okie so i was oredi on e bus on e way home when i saw him at the NP bus stop. i mean the bus i was in havent left e bus stop yet. anw i think he waved at me la.hehe*giggles*
aniwaez,then i did such a silly thing.haha i alighted from the bus at e nx stop juz so i can take e nx bus n mayb see e cutie lol.like aiyoh,nth better to do liddat. but last wk,i was kickin myself for nt gettin to noe more abt e guy n nw since i had e opportunity,i might as well grab it rite?if nt,i'd be mentally kickin myself 2x and askin 'what if'.
alrite so the nx bus came n i was wondering if he's in there n once i saw him,quick as lightning i got in hahaha.n gues wad?i plop myself rite on e empty seat nx to him,like no shame liddat lol.ok la actuali he smiled at me 1st so he muz recognize me so i took tt as a gd sign haha.then i tok to e guy all e while wif his frenz sitting right in front of us,u noe the seats tt face e whole bus.yea omg nw tt i think abt it,gosh i shudder to think abt wad e guys would be sayin abt me once they got off e bus lol.aiyoh so paiseh.thank gdness i dun blush,if not,wa lau my whole face will be so red lol.
hahaha it was soooo totally out of character for me n i cant believe i had e guts to do tt,seriously lol.oh well my embarrassment will fade soon enuf n i hope i dun see tt cutie anywhere ard skul cos i'll be sooo malu haha.but hey,nw at least i noe more abt e guy hehe.
when i told my frenz abt it,there were like OMG!hahaha they were so shocked n i admit i was shocked myself i was so daring.i nvr tot i'd be so direct lol.but it's a new experience n im steppin out of my confort zone so tts gd.i gotta say being in masscomm has made me someone wif a much thicker face hahahah.

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gosh i juz looked out e window n it's pouring cats n dogs.been rainin e whole day,drizzle in e morning n escalated 2 become a full-pledged downpour which i think gonna last e whole nite.not tt it matters much to me haha,juz stating an observation.heck i even feel like goin down n playin n singin in e rain or sth lol.hmm e raindrops flowin down my face will feel so refreshing.but of coz im not tt crazy la haha.
didnt do much but sit ard at home n do some hw n slack someore n watch tv n listen to music n yada yada lol.see la im even scratchin my head thinkin of wad to blog abt.but i feel like writing ah though nt sure abt wad exactly hehe.yea there's this essay we poor masscommies have to write for writcomm n wa lau i can juz predict tts it's gonna be torture.my initial rxn when kon gave tt assignment was one of 'die die die' haha.total no of words to write on:1000-2300 words.it's a free topic essay but still,we have to do all this research n find 16bks on tt topic we gonna write abt.m thinkin of doing on adolescent depression n its causes.well either tt or gender bias or sth.hmm now lookin in library databases,OPAC n all tt to see if there's a lot of bks on tt subject.cos if not,i would be better off writing abt something else if i cant find enuf info.but luckily tt essay is due in e 13th wk i think.but still time passes by so fast tt it may be onli be a matter of time b4 the semester will end.but i noe i will get thru it,cos i will suffer juz like all my masscomm frenz lol.n we will delight in cursing n insulting kon as well bitch n moan constantly hahaha.

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today n yest didnt do much but watch tv,slack n do hw haha.thank god finished tt webpg thingy by yest.whew,got help from a few ppl like lisa n sam.tnx guys hehe.see la im sooo not a comp expert,more like a comp moron haha.oh well,hopefully i will learn more this semester thru wendy,the webgraph teacher who teaches way better than choy ever did lol.
yea yest my dear bro was being reali naughty.i mean he went out of e hse like so early in e morning b4 i even wake up,8am or sth, n he didnt even tell any1 where he went.he didnt even bothered to call to say when he gonna be bek.n gues wad time he reached home?7pm,like almost e whole day n all e while he was enjoyin himself at sentosa!!aiyoh tt boy ah reali man,i could tell my parents were reali worried sick tho they didnt show it much n my grandma haha.she was like grumbling to herself sayin where tt dear grandson of hers went to n nvr tell her.the 1st thing my dad did to my bro when he came home,he got 2 slaps right smack on e face n i was kinda shocked actuali cos my dad seldom gets angry n this time,he was reali furious.my mom not surprisingly was like reali pissed as well n told my bro off.luckily everything is fine now but still,nw i realized tt my parents reali do love n care 4 us even if they scold u n stuff.gues tts y we shdnt take e freedom we have 4 granted or lose their trust in us.

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You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


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haha this is so funny.im angelic?lol,well sometimes la huh?haha

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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Pleas Vote)


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yea i am feelin kinda lonely these days...sigh...

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Air. You think before you act, you look before you
leap. You are very direct, which sometimes can
hurt others. You are always looking for the
truth behind things. Of all the elements,
you're the wisest.


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haha this is sooo true

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Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

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aaargh i juz saw e stupid instructions 4 tt html thingy i have to do 4 webgraph n im like so turned off oredi.eeee n the tutor said it will onli take 20mins,yeah riiite!reading the instructions take so much longer den tt,then wad abt doin e actual thing itself?!!nt gonna do it 2nite,feel so tired oredi n to think tt i tot it's gonna be easy or at least manageable.haiz oh well tmr i will do it then.
yea yest while watchin light years got a shock.of all ppl i would nvr have guessed in a million yrs who i saw as one of e extras.i was actuali lookin out 4 sammie cos she said she's in it.then skali saw him,F,the guy who played ard wif me.wa lau i was like haha is tt who i think it is?i found e whole thing so amusing cos for one thing,his acting is like so exaggerated,u noe like how u snigger at those extras who act so stiff or overact lol.yea i was finding him ridiculously hilarious n was smirkin to myself haha.n when aaron aziz walked into e scene,i barely looked at tt gorgeous hunk cos i was too bz criticizing F and thinkin to myself wad did i ever see in him?lol.so skinny and he said he goes to gym,yea rite the results r not exactly showing haha.bad faaizah but it's true,my bro has got a better body than him n he doesnt even go to gym lol.now i dun think i wanna see him ard in skul cos i'll surely burst into laughter n cackle to myself haha when i remember tt scene.

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nt in e mood to eat but im feeling hungry.sigh.i mean i ate juz nw but barely touched e food actuali.no appetite ah which is nt gd 4 me since im so skinny as it is n need to eat more.nvm i'll find sth to munch on later 4 supper.
yea got to use e hp tt my dad found,tt panasonic g50 oredi,he bought e charger from somewhere la haha.prob solved.yippee!new fone n onli forked out 14bucks to pay my dad 4 e charger lol.
well sth reali ego-boosting happened today haha.on e way home the last thing i would expect is to get hit on by guys lol but tts wad happen.i was juz minding my own business feelin so sleepy,anxious to get on home.luckily e bus arrived juz as i reached e bus stop so didnt have to wait.anw in e bus of coz as usual it was crowded so had to stand.there were these 2 mly guys tokin behind me n i heard snatches of their convo la but nth interesting.then suddenly i heard assalamualaikum,the traditional muslim greeting n as a muslim,im obliged to answer bek.but i tot i was imagining things cos i was tired oredi.then when they repeated it again did i realized they were tokin to me haha.so i replied bek n i turned ard.lol im glad i did cos i saw a very cute guy.couldnt see his fren who was behind me.anw tt cute guy initiated a convo n asked my name n coz n all tt.too bad i was feelin too blur to do anything n grab the opportunity or sth haha.so i juz answered n smiled.he gave his name.it crossed my mind to ask wad coz or yr he's in but too shy la lol.mayb e vibes i was sending out was nt very inviting haha cos i was acting nonchalant n all.then later he n his fren moved to e bek n said cya later.yea i reali hope i see him ard again hahaha.

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bored bored bored.got a hw to do but dun feel like doin it 2dat,did a lil juz nw.then my relatives came.this wk i dun have to go to their hse to teach tuition to my lil cuz.they came to mine.so save me the trouble lol.seems tt my cuz was like xtra distracted 2day n i was like soo sleepy too.but got thru e session la haha.yea nx wk gonna get my 1st paycheck haha.$$$!!
still havent found tt panasonic charger.so leceh n mafan la wanna find tt thing.called shops so wont waste my time goin to e actual places themselves.no luck.oh well,nvm i will work out sth soon.
yea wad else huh?nt much ah actuali.life nw pretty smooth sailing,no obsessing over some guy so no heartache haha.anw been pretty bz wif skul to give guys much thought la lol.im bek to being practical n logical.thank gdness.i can still remember a time last yr when i was acting silly over some guy n behaving so unlike me.whew thank god tt phase is over.aniwaez i had nth better to do tt time so i was easily distracted by all that trivial stuff.im much careful nw n more bz anw so tts gd.i noe it's all normal to get so-called lovesick or swoon over guys but i didnt reali like me when i was undergoin tt phase.nw tt i thought abt it,it was very out of character for me.dun get me wrong,im nt like anti-love or anything.juz tt nw is mayb nt e right time yet.when my frenz say they wanna marry by at least 25 or sth,im like erm ook.cos honestly i dun give all this much thought,or rather i dun even think abt it at all.i wanna carve a career out for myself 1st b4 settling down n having kids or wadever u noe.i gues im ambitious but tts no crime rite?lol.if love comes,it comes.if it doesnt,then so be it.mayb im destined to be an old maid haha.i hope not hahaha.i was juz kidding on tt one.but if i wan a guy,i want sth long term,nt for fun or juz e sake of having a bf.i'd rather be single n alone than be in a relationship wif some1 i dun like.i dun go for flings n anything like tt.or mayb im juz a commitment-phobe haha.i noe im choosy n my frenz say so too but hey,if u dun get e best for urself,who's gonna do it 4u rite?i came across a quote which i like though it sounds kinda cynical haha.'Love is juz a dirty trick played to achieve continuation of e species' lol.how abt tt?

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juz nw went to skul onli for like a few hrs fr webgraph.e teacher is nice n patient n she's definitely waaay better than choy can ever be haha.i juz gotta work on my photoshop skills cos im reali rusty lol.anw juz nw in skul,went to hand in my application grant to the student centre but b4 tt went 2 photocopy my exam results.lol it seems tt me n photocopy machines juz dun mix.i dunno hw to put e card in n somehow it ended up gettin stuck,aiyoh n i juz bought tt bloody card!reali wasted man.in e end,borrowed lisa's card.
but e most unbelivable moment 2day has got 2b e moment when kin n syaz gave me my bday prezzie.actuali it is a gift from my 3 closest gerlfrenz,kin,syaz n nura la.aniwaez,i was feelin pretty pretty cranky n tired oredi cos went bek n forth from like skul to west mall,then to e mosque to pray n then to syaz's hse to meet her n then to Causeway point. n wad made matters worse was tt i had to wait so bloody long for buses all day.wa lau im sooo nt a patient person n somehow today i had to wait for 3 buses n they all took their own sweet time to arrive.reali made my blood boil.tts y when i finally reached syaz's hse,i was feelin kinda exhausted n actuali i had a good mind to juz skip tt stop initially.but in e end,met them also la.
tt is y when they 1st punkd me n gave me tt thing(they noe wad im tokin abt haha) n said tt was e prezzie,i was speechless n was fuming ah.but i WASNT crying ok kin?lol.in e bus on e way to CP,actuali sensed some communication btw syaz n kin cos i was in e centre of them but was too angry to take notice so i juz ignored them haha.then in e end,of cos they gave me e real prezzie.if not,wa lau i wouldnt have tot they were my frenz seh haha.i shd have guessed tt it was a joke but my mind was oredi too tired so it honestly didnt cross my mind tt they might be playin a trick on me.yup but thanks gals for tt prez,i lurve it.so cute tt teddy bear haha.
yea n syaza bought a new hp juz nw.nokia 3200!!e one tt i want.u noe it was me who put e idea in her head to get tt fone haha cos at 1st she wanted e 6610 or 7250 i think but i told her tt 3200 is better cos have both radio n camera.n she finally bought one.haha n there me n kin were,so kaypoh when e owner of e brand new fone herself is like so cool abt it lol.we were oohing n aahing over e hp,especially kin who was like im gonna fiddle ard wif it n take many pics lol.
all in all,today has been an eventful day n im like tired but im still bloggin n chattin online lol.

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It's been quite a while since i last blogged.kinda lazy n anw there was nth much happening so didnt bother la.
well finally managed 2 go bek to msn messenger so can chat online wif my frenz again.e bliss of having tt luxury onli lasted a short while haha.after tt, didnt reali feel anything.juz relieved tt nw the prob's solved so nw i can go to my np webbie to check mel n stuff,print my lect notes n all tt so phew 4 me.thank gdness the guy at tt FMS dept reinstalled bek my internet explorer n basically did everything from scratch cos apparently,my OS was corrupted lol.i learnt my lesson n nw i dun wanna download anything tt can cause e same prob in e future.so nw onli e basics n impt skul stuff inside my lappy.
yea wad else?this semester's modules seem 2b tougher den last yr's one.haha n i complained n whined abt the modules last yr.imagine e bitching im gonna do this 6mths lol.oh well so far can cope ah but hopefully can learn hw to better manage my time n do e assignments well.
u noe the panasonic G50 tt my dad found.well no one claimed it or reported it lost so we gonna keep it haha.my dad said i can have it but i have to look 4 e charger n use my own money to pay 4 it.i dun mind reali,at least can have a new fone hehe.though it's nt nokia 3200,it's still good 4 me.nw the onli prob is searching 4 a panasonic charger.so far,e places i went to didnt sell it.so anyone who knows where to look,can u plz tag at my tagboard n tell me where it is?thankz a lot.:)

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first of all,i wanna thank all of u guys who wished me happy bday either thru my tagboard or thru sms.reali appreciate it tt u all remembered my bday.put a smile on my face when i read all e sweet msgs hehe.
actuali didnt celebrate la cos to tell e truth,turning 18 isnt reali a big deal to me.sure im legal age nw to buy ciggys,go clubbing n watch RA movies haha or is tt 21?lol wadever la but thing is,i dun feel any different than when i was 17.in fact,pretty much felt like any other ordinary day to me.my family didnt even buy me a cake.haiz so sad rite.nvm la i can always buy myself one lol.which would be pathetic la haha.but wad is sweet is tt i got a bday prez from my bro hehe.he bought me this cute hippo soft toy.sooo soft n cuddly.lol i told him if he bought me a prezzie this yr,i will buy him one in may when it's his bday.yea i noe like wad liddat rite?but it has nvr been my family tradition to give each other presents during bdays anw so tts y muz do some sort of trading haha.
yea apart from tt,nth much happened yest.oh ya but my dad came home wif this new hp n im like did he buy it or sth?as it turns out,he found it in e toilet.some forgetful soul muz be going nuts wondering where his fone is haha.it's so small n light.very nice.my dad said tt if no one claims it or report it lost,then gues he will keep it.i sure hope the person who lost e hp will juz 4get abt it n then mayb i can pester my dad 2 give me e fone to use hehe.yea im bad i noe.it's nt exactly e nokia 3200 tt ive been eyeing but it's very compact.panasonic G50 if im nt wrong.sooo incredibly tiny n light.

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YIPPIEE!!i'm officially 18!haha big deal i noe.actuali nt reali la.im hoping tt my mom buys a birthday cake 2day,hopefully chocolate.ah tt would be totally heavenly.sigh.i juz lurve chocolates.hey ppl,where's my prezzies?lol,i noe muka tk tau malu.which means no shame.i dun mind not gettin presents.juz a bday greeting is fine wif me.nvr reali been e type to celebrate bdays anw since young ah.while my cuzzies all having bday parties,my family dun splurge n broadcast 2 e world abt bdays.very low-profile we all haha.
nt goin to skul today 2 send my lappy 4 repair cos the guy had a meeting or sth so gd 4 me la.no need to wake up early in e mornin juz 2 go to skul n send tt piece of equipment tt's been frustrating me 4 days.
yea hopefully,i have a good day ahead 2day.happy bday to me!hehe

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went 2 West Mall wif mas juz nw.actuali wanted 2 watch scary movie3 but we were too late so chose mona lisa smile instead.it was a nice,touching story.ok ah,i'll give a rating of 3/5.mas treat me to 2 food.thanks,mas hehe.
anw wad made my day today was tt i saw e cutie who made my heart beat a lil faster haha.actuali e 1st time i saw him was last dec when my family n i went to e pizza hut at Greenridge Shopping Ctr cos tt day was my dad's bday.he was working there n of coz,i noticed him la lol.he look vaguely familiar like ive seen him ard b4.since im so deprived of eye candy,i'll remember all tt i can see haha.den juz nw when i saw him take e same bus as me on e way home from WM,i was like is tt who i think it is!?haha if onli i was brave enuf to juz go up to him n ask 4 his no.yea right n pigs can fly lol.oh well at least i saw a cute face 2day.geez,i sound so superficial but hey arent we all to some extent?

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got bek from nura's hse juz nw.thank god i had finished all my writcomm n print marketing assignment by this morning.so all i had to do was to go to nura's hse n print all my lect notes from MEL tt i cant access to n submit my PRTMKT hw.nw im very tired but still got energy to blog haha.
anw in skul juz nw had radio prod tutorial.it was fun.Anita Kuan is funny.lol it seems tt most of my lecturers for this semester have a sense of humour which is good cos i think tt most of e modules 4 this half of e yr r gonna be real tough escpecially writcomm.oh gawd 4 e assignment tt have to be handed in by tmr,i pretty much wrote crap till it reach 400 sth words haha.kept repeating e same thing over n over only using different words.
yea tmr is gonna be a short day.great!can go home early n rest.im so tired n it's only the 1st week.sat is gonna be my bday.cant believe im gonna turn 18.actuali it's not reali a big deal to me cos my family dun reali celebrate bdays or anything.i mean it would be nice if i get some prezzies but im thankful 4 anything tt i can get hehe.
sent my lappy to e guys at e fms dept to see if they can do anything to help.so sat im comin bek to skul n hoping tt everything will be ok soon.haha my bday n i have to come to skul n lug my heavy lappy.wad a great way to start e day huh?oh well,if everything is resolved,i'll be soooo happy n mayb i can finally go bek n chat on msn.

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i feel so damn bloody helpless n frustrated but somehow there's a certain numbness to it.my laptop is goin whack cos i cant access np website even in skul,which means tt sth is definitely wrong wif my lappy n i dunno wad e hell to do.it doesnt help tt i cant even go to np webbie on my home pc.nw all e assignments tt i need to do or download 4 class have to be in my lappy cos i need to use it in class n if i cant even go to it,wads e point of me even luggin tt heavy piece of equipment wherever i go?seriously feelin so out of control.it's onli e 1st wk n it's alreadi like this.i dunno hw im gonna cope later if this prob doesnt get fixed.im tryin to be positive but it's kinda hard when i dun reali noe who to go to 4 help.aaargh!!!i was almost hyperventilating yest when i realized e amt of trouble i have to go thru to rectify this prob.suddenly it all felt reali overwhelming.luckily,syaz was there to offer solutions n calm me down.
on mon nite,i got a surprise well a bit more of a slight shock actuali.F,e guy i got to noe last yr n later as i found out was juz playin ard wif me,suddenly msg me sayin hi n tt he missed me.haha i was like WTF.wads he tryin to pull?doesnt he think tt i noe tt he now has a gf?so i msg bek implyin snidely tt wont his gf be angry if she noes he's missing other gerls.i knew he wouldnt reply bek,e coward tt he is, n i was right though i had kinda hoped tt he would reply bek mayb to try defending himself or sth.lol,yea right.if he thinks i still like him,he got another thing coming.i had conveniently forgotten all abt him during e hols,out of sight out of mind.n he juz had to wriggle his way bek in n try to unnerve me.i admit initially i was bothered by his sms when i shdnt be cos im over him.but im glad tt he doesnt reali affect me e way tt he used to b4 cos i know better than to waste my anger n bitterness over some1 pathetic like him hahaha.i juz hope i dun see him ard in skul or even if i do,i will act all nonchalant n like i couldnt care less cos tts exactly how i feel anyway.it's such a pity.if he hadnt lied to me,we can even be friends cos we had made peace n all after i had initially confronted him abt his deception.but i dun want to be friends wif ppl i cant trust n he is one of them.

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juz got bek from skul.it has been a long day from 8 to 4 of sitting thru lectures.felt kinda split on e modules 4 this semester.last yr onli got 5,nw added 2 more.n they dun look too easy either.had plenty of laughs juz now from e lecturers.they seem pretty funny but the work hasnt started yet so im reserving my judgement till later.
when tt desmond kon fella 1st walked into e lect theater,i tot 2 myself who is this fat guy?how come he came in class so late?cos i tot he was a student haha cos he kinda look like one.skali,he is e infamous desmond kon.wa lau e qns he fired at e poor souls who were caught off-guard n left to defend themselves,albeit a lil unsuccessfully lol.the rest of us were quiet n tryin to avoid his eyes i think lol 4 fear of being interrogated.i was so damn sleepy n was yawnin all e way thru,nt tt i found e lectures boring,well mayb a lil but i juz had lack of sleep.furthermore,classes started so bloody early.
during e 2hr break came across syaz n kin n gave them hugs hehe.miss them a lot,esp kin who i havent seen in quite a while.hope u feel btr soon sis n come spend time wif us la this fri,kan we da plan to go ice-skating rite?;)anw,after tt,had another 2hrs of lect n home sweet home haha.e marketing lecturer looked kinda familiar when he walked in but i couldnt quite place him.den i remembered he was one of e examiners for e gracomm project last yr n i recalled sayin he seemed like such an asshole n kept giving us dirty looks like he didnt like my grp.he also spoke wif an accent tt time n i'd assumed he was juz a know-it-all outsider.lol little did i know tt he teaches in np.well my opinion of him has changed.he has this sarcastic sense of humour which is reali funny n it was fun.it kept me awake after all lol.jerome lo tts his name n ppl seem 2 call him jlo haha.
well mayb this semester's modules wont be so bad but then again,it's still too early to tell.

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Tomorrow is bek to skul after slackin n lazing ard for abt 2mths nw.have to get bek to e grind of things though im a lil rusty ard e edges haha.it's been quite a while since i did anything tt involves me using my brain matter any more den necessary lol.
aniwaez,feelin pretty ambivalent abt skul.im nt like terribly excited or anything but im nt reali dreading it either.it'd surely help to keep me bz again after so long of having nth to do but im sure pretty soon,i'll be complaining of e workload haha.oh well cant have it both ways.onli thing im nt lookin 4ward to tmr is tt i have to wake up so damn early cs have to be in skul by 8!i dunno hw im gonna pry my eyes open cos ive been wakin up at 10 everyday during e hols.bet most of u guys r e same too hehe.probably gonna be half dead by e time it's 2 or 3 in e aftn while in e lecture theater lol.at least it's onli on mon tt skul starts at 8.i pity my frenz from another coz who have their classes begin everyday at 8.
i hope tmr wont be a bore n e lecturers for this semester r tolerable haha.nt reali lookin 4ward 2 writcomm by desmond kon.heard horror stories from e other cohort abt this guy.seems he's a lil on e feminine side n gives reali complicated titles 4 essays.exchanged my bks wif my fren from e other mcm cohort n read e writcomm bk to know wad im in for.n oh gawd i was left speechless after i read a model essay from e bk.i didnt understand a word of it seriously n ive always thought my eng was pretty gd.man im reali gonna complain so much this yr,i can juz feel it haha.n get this e title of e essay itself is like huh???.ok,title-on e primacy of e hebrew lang:Adam's original speech n e pre-babelic vernacular.like WTF?!ok,enuf.dunno wanna scare my mcm frenz who still have no clue wad they're in for.
juz hope tmr will be a breeze n i'll be sure glad to meet my frenz n classmates again:)

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well my dad's fren came n try 2 fix e comp but still cant work.i mean he installed netscape so nw can go 2 e websites tt i'd previously cant access b4 thru internet explorer like hotmail but i still cant go 2 my np one cos it doesnt support netscape so anything to do wif skul,i gues i juz have to surf at skul den n any lecture notes i need 2 print,i supposed i have to make a muka tebal,loosely translated to eng means face tt has no shame, n ask my frenz to help print 4 me.oh well wad 2 do?
msn still refused to work so i cant chat online anymore.felt bummed out at 1st cos tot e prob would be fixed but i gues if i were to look at it positively,mayb it's 4 e best.i wont be addicted 2 it anymore n chat till e wee hrs of e mornin when i have to wake up early 4 skul e nx day.i'll be kinda out of e loop wif my frenz a lil cos sometimes it's easier to tok n tell them stuff online n vice versa,especially if i dun see them on a daily basis.but since i cant chat anymore,i'll feel a bit lost not reali knowing wads goin on in my frenz' lives.i mean sure we can tok on e fone n wad not but most of e time,we'll be too bz aniwaez.oh well tough luck.im gettin used to it.
as usual,being e insomniac tt i am,i tossed n turned b4 i finally get 2 sleep yest.so i began thinking or mayb it's cos i think too much tt i cant sleep.wadever.anw,i was thinking mayb my new yr resolution for 2004 is to do stuff tt will only bring me benefits n positive things into my life,well i'll try to,most of e time at least.so tt means i wont indulge in behaviour tt will only bring me down,4 every action or thought tt i have,i'll think whether it does me any good.like weighin e pros against e cons n see if it's worth e risk.if it doesnt n will only cause me hurt in e long run,most probably i'd nt do it.but tt doesnt mean tt i'm scared of taking risks or wont take risks.i juz need to learn hw to strike a balance n take calculated,measured risks.

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