last day of 2003 today.seems like e yr whizzed by so fast in e blink of an eye.
did nth much except went 2 wdls libr wif syaz n maryam.then went 2 take a neoprint cos it's been quite a while since i took neoprints wif ma frenz n since it's e end of e yr anw,tot wanted a pic to so-called remember e day or sth la haha.aniwaez,had 2 plead n drag mar to get e neoprints wif us cos she doesn wanna be in e pic wearin her skul u.lol,mar nvm ah,anw dunno when will see u again cos we'll both be bz wif skul nx yr.
actuali in e lrt on e way to wdls,i tot i saw my ex-classmate but he didnt seem 2 recognize me so i buat bodoh je la lol altho initially wanted 2 tegur or sth.mayb cos i was wearing my contacts so he didnt recognize me i suppose.somore i was wearing tudung so i gues i look reali different from e last time he saw me at skul.on e way bek also saw another fren,taufiq.i think he also didnt recognize me at 1st cos it's e 1st time he sees me wearin contacts instead of specs haha.but juz nw when i asked mar if i looked tt much different if i wear specs or contacts,she said not reali so haha dunno la,different ppl different opinions.
my comp still cant access my hotmail,np website n msn messenger so no chance 2 chat for abt a wk nw.but strangely,i dun feel too frustrated.mayb cos e same thing happen b4 so i cant reali be bothered anymore la lol but it may become a more irritating problem when i need 2 print my lect notes n i cant keep askin my frenz to print 4 me.damn nvm dun stress abt it cos my dad's fren may be coming over 2 repair e prob like b4 so hopefully,everything will work out ok soon.
yea skul's starting on mon nt like fri for e other peepz out there hehe.nt tt it's much of a difference but i will make use of all e remaining free time i have nw n slack as much as i want lol n wake up late.sigh i cant believe e 1st day of skul is like so early,it wasnt this early last semester.oh well i'll get used 2 it.
alrite tts abt it 4 my ramblings 2day.happy new yr guys!hope it will turn out 2b a great yr wif positive things to look 4ward to.cheers!

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2003 is comin to an end.tomorrow is e last day n i'd say it has been quite an eventful year indeed at least 4 me.i think ive changed a lot this yr,both on e outside n e inside.
i started wearing e tudung or e headscarf almost all e time nw.previously ive only worn for special occasions like during Hari Raya or when i go 2 e mosque.i admit initially,i found it rather awkward as i wasnt used 2 it.but soon,i got e hang of it n im okay wif it nw,although it can get a little hot especially considering spore's humid weather.wad else on e outside issit tt has changed?well i started wearing contact lens but tts like reali late in e yr cos my parents didnt allow at 1st.but in e end,after i had sufficient savings after hari raya,i decided to opt 4 contacts n ironically my parents didnt reali care tt i wanted them.when i 1st wore them,they barely noticed lol.apart from tt,nth much has changed on e exterior.i didnt even grow taller or gain wt haha.but i did lose wt which was horrifyin since im alreadi so terribly thin as it is but thank god i gained them bek so im bek to my original wt which wasnt much 2 begin wif hahaha.mayb tts goin 2b my new yr resolution:to gain at least 3-5kg hehe.
basically this yr has been quite an emotional roller-coaster ride of me.i didnt noe my moods can swing so much like a pendulum,one moment im so deliriously happy n e nx,im either pissed as hell or drowning in self-pity or depression.it didnt use 2b like this.when i was in sec skul,i always pride myself on being in control of my feelings n emotions.but ironically,because of certain events tt happened these 12mths,ive grown to become more mature(at least i hoped i did haha,i better cos im sure as hell not gonna repeat e same mistakes n get hurt again tts 4 sure),more wary tt nt every guy can be trusted(nt tt i didnt think tt b4 but nw even more so haha).this yr has also been a yr of a few 1sts 4 me.i discovered tt i can be quite bold sometimes n do things tt i nvr tot i can do b4.im more willing to take risks n open myself up more 2 ppl,which wasnt like me before.i dun trust ppl easily n am naturally suspicious so tts quite a step 4 me.although nt everyone i come across has been wad they portray themselves initially,n cos of tt ive gotten disappointed n hurt,ive learn tt i can pick myself up pretty quick h bounce bek wif a much wiser perspective.ive ranted to my frenz abt all e probs tt plague me:mostly guys tt i can gush about 1 min n curse like mad e nx haha.but thank goodness they've put up wif me n im thankful 4 tt lol.but nw i know better than to get all foolish over some guy who's nt worth my time n efforts.

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went to my aunt's hse 2 give tuition 2 my lil cousin who's goin to be in pri1 nx yr.haha 1st time sak try 2 teach a lil kid.i mean ive nvr tot of myself as a teacher cos patience is nt exactly one of my virtues to say the least so i dun think i'd be able to teach very well la.tts y ive nvr tried it b4 until now.so y start nw u may ask?well im thinkin of having some cash tt i earn myself.i mean ive nvr work b4 in my life so i always wonder wad it's like 2 actuali earn some on ur own.mayb make me think twice b4 spendin it i gues,nt tt i havent been doin tt oredi.haha,i am kinda stingy wif my $$ but wad do u expect from some1 who barely gets pocket money from her parents?all e savings tt i have i treasure very much n tts y i dun buy things on impulse unless of coz,i reali felt like i need or want tt product.but i digress.
anw yea,suddenly one day it hit me tt since the pocket money i get from my mom is barely enough 4 my expenses,n if i tel u hw much i get,u'll be sayin e same thing believe me.i mean i complain la of coz but wif a family like mine,wad wif 9ppl in it,i can hardly expect my parents 2 easily give me $$ whenever i ask 4 it.my grandparents live wif me n their medical expenses r high,let me tell u 1st so i gues tts y i dun reali pester my parents.also i dun like 2 beg.so tts y ive made a decision to give tuition 2 my cuz.initially i onli asked for $50 as payment n even tt,i tot wad if it's too high or sth?i mean it's nt as if im a qualified tutor.haha i havent even give tuition b4.but to my pleasant surprise,my aunt told me tt she's payin me $70 a mth n im like huh,reali?thanks lol.ive teach b4 la,my younger sis,but i gues since tt one i dun get $$,i dun reali bother so i let my mom do e job haha.hopefully,i will learn 2b a good tutor hehe.
n the prob wif my comp.hah honestly mayb this is teachin me nt 2b so dependent on technology to rid myself of boredom aka chattin n all tt.i admit i feel at a loss of wad to do.i mean it's like im disconnected from e outside world haha which is rubbish since there r other modes of communication tt exists but somehow it doesnt feel e same.my dad gave me e no.of starhub maxonline,my internet service provider,try askin them if sth's wrong wif their service which i doubt.n wad i dun get is tt both my desktop pc n my lappy cant access hotmail,msn n np website.so tmr im gonna call them n ask.if tt doesnt work,then wadever i suppose.i dun feel like caring anymore.
speakin about caring,these past few nights,im bek to tossing n turning b4 i go 2 bed.i gues since ive always been online till abt 12 or 1,my body clock is nt used to tryin to sleep early hence e restlessness.wad i dun like is tt when i cant sleep,i tend 2 think too much n this made e prob even worse cos all sorts of things tt usually wont bother me during e day come bek to haunt me at night,so to speak.then i get all depressed,moody n insecure.all this b4 im tryin to go 2 sleep when i shd be feelin drowsy n couldnt care less abt e probs i have in my life.
haha k i'll stop now.i think this is e 1st time im writing such a long entry is cos im nt chattin so i have a lot of free time on my hands lol.

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tried signin in again.nada zilch still e same thing.even deleted e msn messenger n re-installed it.hah,didnt work,nt tt i'd expected it to anw.now i found out i also cant access my np website so tt means i cant print my timetable for nx yr since i cant even go 2 e bloody page.stupid,the same thing happened b4.e msn thingy cannot work n so did e np webbie.i think wadever's missing is connected 2 both of this things.but trouble is i dunno wad e hell is wrong so hw am i supposed 2 try to fix it?nt tt i will be able 2 fix it anw cos im not a computer expert or anything,haha far from it.
yest asked my dad 2 call his fren who had previously repaired our comp b4 but he said 'no,need la,onli cant check email wad'.haha nw i can tell him tt i cant print my timetable so he has to call his fren cos this has 2 do wif skul hehe.but actuali,im kinda hopin the problem will go away by itself lol cos we keep calling him to repair our comp.it's getting kinda embarrasing cos it's like we dunno hw to so-called take care of e comp n everytime sth goes wrong.bleurk,like i told u,im no expert at comps so even if i may have done sth tt have triggered off dis prob,i wouldnt noe wad it is.if any1 have encountered this kind of prob b4,can u please tell me hw to solve it?haha pleeeeze,i can use all e help i can get.

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aaaaaarghhhhh!!!!!!bloody hell.i cant believe this!juz this morning,i can sign in my msn n chat online n now i cant.stupid stupid stupid,i dunno wad e hell is wrong wif this freakin thing.nw im gonna be sooo freakin bored whenever i go online.mayb i wont even bother.i usually go online 2 chat anw n if i cant do tt nw,wads e point?haha listen to me,raving like my life depends on me chattin which juz goes 2 show u hw addicted i am.dammmit stupid technology sux sometimes!!idiot,one moment it works juz fine n e nx,bam suddenly it decides 2b a major pain in e ass.n my stupid hotmail account still does not allow me to sign in,keep sayin e page cannot be displayed.like wad e hell is e problem,dammit?!when i ask my frenz,theirs seem 2 work juz fine,only im e one stuck wif this crap.
mayb this is a blessing n disguise.remind me nt to be so hooked onto e internet.wad wif skul comin n all.juz 2 ensure i wont chat till e wee hours of e mornin or sth.haha im only tryin to console myself,as u can tell.it's nt workin too well lol.
if this freakin thing still doesnt work when i try 2nite,well i'll juz have to deal i gues.bleah n i wont be able 2 chat wif ma beloved frenz haha.damn tt sux

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something's wrong wif my msn.cant sign in e bloody thing.
heck i cant even check my email now at hotmail like wad e hell?!n u noe wads weird,i juz had a passing thought yest tt mayb i dun wanna spend too much time chattin online anymore n suddenly 2day,i cant even sign in.it's like e comp can read my mind or sth.n this has happened b4 earlier in e year.i cant sign in my msn for a few weeks to abt a mth i think n i also wasnt reali in e mood to chat much tt time.
now if i wanna chat wif ma frenz,i'd have to use my lappy which to tell e truth,has been layin dormant 4 quite some time now haha,cos i rarely use it as i always use e desktop at home.but using e lappy to connect 2 e internet is a hassle so tts y i dun reali bother 2 use it.but now if im havin withdrawal symptoms from nt chattin online,gues i'd have 2 connect e internet wire 2 my laptop.bleurk so ma fan or leceh ah.hope this thing work itself out soon.

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last nite had a long talk on e fone wif my gd fren,syaz.anw as usual,when she n i start tokin,all topics imaginable will come out.we'll jump ard from 1 subject to another in no particular order n then e topic of our tight-knit grp of frenz which consisted of 4 of us,us meanin me,syaz,nura & kin,came up.
suddenly i begin askin syaz like wad exactly issit tt make us such gd frenz.i mean when both of us begin analyzing our characters,it seems like all of us r vastly different from one another in a lot of ways.i mean the similarities tt we can come up wif r smaller than the differences i notice btw all 4 of us.but mayb tts exactly wad draw all of us 2gether.mayb the sayin tt opposites attract is true in this case.n wads weird is tt 4 all our differences,we hardly fight n even if we do,it onli last a short time.i mean u'd think tt we would constantly argue cos of differences in opinions but strangely,tt doesnt reali seem 2 happen.i gues in a way,we r close so we dun reali judge each other n tts y we respect each other's povs.i dunno tts wad i think la haha.
also,i notice sth else b4 this.i also tend 2b attracted 2 guys who r very different from me character-wise.again e opposites attract rule comes into e picture lol.my fren says it's all a matter of balance.haha mayb.but some ppl bond cos they share many similarities,other cases r like mine i suppose.yin & yang n all tt haha.

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didnt blog the past few days cos nth much has happened or mayb i juz wasnt reali in e mood 2 write much.aniwaez,i noticed sth when i went online last nite,it seems tt a lot of ppl are sad,depressed or pissed off judging by the nicks they're using if tt's e truth la.n they call it e joyous season nw.haha hw ironic.im nt feeling particularly morose or anything but i am feeling sad a bit cos many of my frenz seem 2b tt way.mostly,im times like this,i find myself in a kind of an awkward position cos i dun reali noe hw to comfort ppl very well cos sometimes i dunno wad 2 say 2 make them feel better.i care abt my frenz a lot so tt makes me feel helpless.but i try however i can to help by giving wadever lil advice i think may b useful or at the very least juz try to cheer them up by tokin abt happy times we've had 2gether.i mean im no angel so wad right do i have to tell ppl wad 2 do rite?i mean i wouldnt reali like it if ppl keep telling me wad i shd or shd not do.but i juz do my best to be there 4 them.n i sincerely hope tt wadever troubles my frenz may go thru at this moment of time,i hope tt they resolve it as soon as possible in the best way they can.

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juz nw had fun goin out wif nura n syaz.1st went 2 wdls library to borrow some bks cos im bored out of my mind sittin at home wif nth to do other den listenin to e radio or gettin myself glued to e couch staring at e tv screen.
wait2 i 4got,didnt go library 1st cos since all of us had growling stomachs cos we havent taken our lunch,decided 2 go n eat 1st at McD.aniwaez as usual we tok while we ate.den the topic of gotcha came up.yest jean danker was the celeb they played a gag on.anw the onli so-called swear word she said was holy cow haha.like wad?it's such a contrast from tt episode when glenn ong was in it n he spewed out all the profanities there exist n there were like beepin sounds everywhere.bek to e topic,den i said u noe if u translate tt to mly,it'd sound reali weird.like lembu suci which sounds reali funny,then i said another so-called swear word:holy shit.i can nvr understand this like wads so holy abt shit u noe?n it sounds even more hilarious if u translate it 2 mly which is taik suci.like wad the hell??hahaha,then we all cant stop laughing n couldnt eat.n when we all finally stop n try to resume eating,i will look at one of the gerls n we burst out in giggles again lol.haha fun ah.
then ltr we went 2 library.b4 leaving,went 2 toilet 1st n here we had our nx funny moment haha.nura saw a big pail n wanted 2 use it,u noe 2 clean herself.but there was this other gerl in e toilet so we had to wait la.in the meantime,we looked ard 2c if there were any other apparatus we can use haha n suddenly nura exclaimed tt she got this pail from another pail under e sinks lol.like she went thru all lenghts haha.den me n syaz looked at each other n cant stop cackling until the woman in one of the cubicles went out n preened in front of e mirror n there we were,tryin to keep a straight face hahaha.when we all eventually went out of e toilet,we were thinkin mayb tt woman tot we were a bunch of giggling skulgerls lol

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yest went on a shopping spree wif syaz.yeah!!so happy haha.it was fun cos it's not juz window shopping n we got the $$ to splurge.bought a few items of clothing for the new semester.we hopped ard from one place 2 another lol.
1st went to Causeway point,then to kranji this fashion(yea yea we r both bargain-hunters n where else 2 buy gd cheap stuff than this fashion haha) n then we went 2 Bp plaza last.along the way,we stopped at every handphone shop n compare price plans n prices of current new hps.sigh juz lookin at all those cool,latest hps make me all the more determined to save money n convince my parents to allow me to buy a new hp of my own.i sooo wanna the nokia 3200 which is integrated wif an fm radio as well as a built-in camera.

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went to hairil's open hse,shikin's bf.anw at 1st had wanted 2 follow my parents go jln raye but in the end,was kinda lazy to go.then in the mornin,syaz called me beggin 4 me to accompany her n kin go to the open hse cos she's afraid she'll be lonely there if kin were to chat wif other ppl.so like the gd fren tt i am,i agreed haha.
aniwaez,i managed 2 put in my left lens at home but had difficulty puttin the right one in lol.yea yea then i was like in a rush n since gettin it in by myself was hard cos of my lack of practice,i decided to go 2 kin's hse 1st n ask her to do it 4 me hehe.i felt so weird cos there i was wif 1 eye gray n 1 eye black haha.but luckily i took a cab so no one reali saw me hehe.then went to meet syaz b4 goin to the open hse.e food was delicious but i was kinda scared of hairil's cat.haha in case u guys dunno,im scared of cats.i mean i can look at them,juz dun ask me to touch or wadever,but of coz im not as terrified of cats as i am of dogs.oooh dogs even if i see one from afar,i will make 360degree turn juz to avoid them.seriously im very very scared of dogs.my no1 fear.
yea enuf abt tt haha.tmr me n syaz goin on a shopping spree.yeah!!FINALLY!!goin out n having fun instead of cooped up at home.gawd so bloody boring.

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yest was an eventful day 4 me haha.cos i got contact lens lol yea big deal i noe but 4 me it is.i had planned on gettin blue contacts but there wasnt 1 for my degree so i got grey instead.kin helped me.we went to an optical shop in west mall,then we went to the toilet 2 put them on.i was like so damn scared cos i always have this phobia of puttin things near or into my eyes,tts y i dun wear eye liner n i also dun use mascara except on special occasions.n i also get grossed out when ppl do things wif their eyes like u noe that foldin up the skin of their eyes haha nvm im goin off track here.
anw i was so scared tt i asked kin to help me put them on.it took a lil gettin used to cos i keep feelin like there's some foreign object in my eyes tt shouldnt be there lol.anw then when i wanted 2 take them off at nite,i took nearly an hr to do so cos i was like so incredibly nervous n the bloody thing cant seem to get out of my eyes haha.my frenz keep assurin me sayin it juz takes some practice n soon i'll be used 2 it.nw im like procrastinatin puttin them on again after tt nerve-wrackin experience last nite hahaha.

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2003...a yr tt's more eventful than any other yrs in my life...frankly more interesting stuff had happened 2 me in these 12mths than all my 4 yrs of sec skul life,which juz goes 2 show u how boring my life was b4 i enter poly haha.anw this yr i think i went thru many changes,be it physically,mentally or emotionally.nothing much happened in the 1st 6 mths.basically,i was juz rottin away,doin nth productive lol.mostly cooped up at home or goin out wif my frenz.cant believe i spent tt long a period of time doin NOTHING!gosh i never knew i can waste time so 'well' hahaha.it was a wonder i didnt die from the sheer boredom of it all.i think during tt time,my brain matter dwindled or sth cos all the stuff i learnt bek in sec skul like all those useless maths formulas n dates of historical events all went out the window lol.but then again,they didnt reali apply to the coz im in now so i t dun matter.whew,thank god im in a coz i like in a language im pretty good at.
the main reason i wanna go 2 poly is so i can escape from maths n science,e 2 subjs im soo not gd at n therefore,hate wif a vengence muahahaha.of coz,tts not the only reason.i admit initially,i'd wanted 2 take the jc route but then i tot wad if i go to jc n i dun do well enuf 2 go to U?then where would i be?stuck wif juz an Alevel cert which is of no use at all unless ure grades r excellent enuf 4 a local U.& judging by how slack i was in sec skul,i doubt i can deal with the stress n copin with subjs i hate for 2 more torturous yrs n now there's the SATs to add on 2 it.dun get me wrong,im not anti-jc.many of my frenz r in jc.it's juz im glad i decided on poly cos i find i like it n it suits me more.alritey,i'll continue wif the rest later....

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nothin much happening these days so didnt see the need 2 blog...had been fastin the last 3days.it's called puasa enam,nvm those who dun understand haha.
mayb soon im gonna write like a 2003 review of my life.cos i think i change a lot this yr,be it on the outside or on the inside.other den tt,life is pretty mundane rite nw.day in day out,same things to expect....sigh

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i feel soo cold.i dunno y.my hands r like ice n i seem to shiver.mayb im gonna fall sick soon.i juz felt my bro's hands juz nw n they felt so warm n nice haha.

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yea finally got my fave song as the background music 4 my blog!cant find the html earlier.jagged edge-walked outta heaven.absolutely heavenly song hehe
anw yest went out wif family to do some more visiting n get more $$ hehe.the day b4,sat went 2 hana's open hse,so long nvr meet the gals n had a fun day catchin up on old times.didnt realize we spent such a long time there reminiscing (i think tts how it's spelt la haha) n telling each other ghost stories n real supernatural accounters we had.i was a lil spooked out cos usually i dun like listening to all these ghost stories cos 2 me,wads the point of scaring urselves silly rite?i'd rather be blissfully ignorant thank u very much.not tt i dun believe in the supernatural,i do.it's juz tt i'd rather leave them alone n they will hopefully return the favour lol.but so far,ive nvr experienced anything like tt,thank god.

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yest went out instead of stayin cooped up at home haha.at 1st tot of goin shoppin n lavish myself wif new stuff but in the end,didnt buy anything lol.im a bargain hunter n i tend to be very careful wif my money so i wont purchase stuff,especially expensive stuff,on impulse.haha call me a scrooge but i'd rather spend on sth gd but cheap.
anw went 2 the library as well n borrowed some bks.at least now i have sth to occupy myself with.did all this wif syaz who was also equally bored haha

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found some lyrics by mya tt i think describe how i feel perfectly...

Sittin here thinkin bout yesterday
And all the friends I've had
Never ever thought that I would change
But as I'm lookin back
Feels like I'm growin up so damn fast
Before I know it my future's now my past
Like sand through an hour glass

Sittin here thinkin of my yesterdays
Things weren't this crazy
I wasn't so emotional
I didn't cry at commercials
Sometimes I feel like a mess
And people laugh at how I dress
And sometimes I act like an ass
And watch sand through an hour glass

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crap crap crap i feel like crap.im soooo freakin bored n lethargic n restless n my moods r swingin like a pendulum haha.damn i hate feelin like this.tts y im even lookin 4ward 2 skul when all the while i didnt even bother abt returnin to skul in jan lol.i juz wanna be bz n keep myself occupied
instead of thinkin abt unneccessary stuff tt only frustrates the hell outta me.tts y ive been munchin on chocs juz now.when im depressed,i consume chocs haha.thank gdness im skinny n need to put on weight anw so i dun have to worry tt i'll get fat or sth.i lost weight during the fastin mth so it's high time i put the wt i lost bek on n more lol.hmmmm i lurve chocs hehe.
anw tmr gonna go out n indulge myself in some good old retail theraphy.i noe it's a temporary solution to my depression but who cares?wadever makes me happy 4 the moment.there's a reason y im moody but i dun want to tell it to the whole world la.onli those i trust n tts onli a selected few will know wad it is.other den tt,onli my trusty diary or journal or wadever u wanna call it knows my secrets haha.

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ok i juz checked my results at np website.whew,thank gdness i pass everything.was scared tt i may fail a module or sth n have 2 repeat nx semester n tt will be torture.fortunately no need 2 worry abt tt no more.
on the whole,my grades are pretty decent i suppose.not straight As la haha in my dreams onli.but at least i got 2Bs so tts gd.luckily i pass stupid pe cos im soooo not gonna repeat tt freakin thing again.haha.
haiz nw i cant wait 4 skul to start again.main reason i got too much free time on my hands n i dunno wad 2 do wif it.n i realize tt becos i have too much free time,i think a lot,too much in fact abt stuff tt i shdnt even be thinkin n worryin abt in the 1st place.when i think too much,i tend to brood n when i brood,i become moody and find myself in a funk.when im a funk,i become emotional which is so unlike me cos im a logical & practical person n dun let emotions control my actions but lately i find myself doin more of tt.so i have to be bz n best way is to go bek to skul n immerse myself in projects n work n not worry abt trivial stuff.i mean i noe i complain abt projects but i consider all tt part n parcel of skul n as students,it's our duty to gripe n bitch haha.

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aaargh i feel so bored now.wanna read my frens' blogs somehow there's a problem n i cant go.some stupid adminstrative prob la.damn.
anw yest went jln2 raye wif my ex sec skul mates.it was fun la althoug hwas kinda half-hearted at 1st.but i didnt continue wif them to go the other hses after they came to my hse cos i was kinda tired.yea had a nice time meetin ppl who u havent met in quite a while.hope there's another day cos we couldnt reali complete goin to most of the hses cos it was oredi so late by the time they ended yest.ard 11.yea syaz said tt if the organisers who organise this gatherin dun wanna do it again,she will haha i probably will help her cos im a gd fren hehe.yea but mayb do it nx wk cos this sat is the jc students' sats n of coz they need 2 study unlike us who r free,mayb too free lol.

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